Sunday, March 30, 2008

tagged 2

tag by:nic,hl...=_=''

Instructions: Remove 1 question from below, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post.

1. At what age do you wish to marry?
when the world end

2. If you can turn into anyone, who do u wish u can turn into?
myself still

3. If you were to be stranded on a desert island, who are the 3 blog buddies you would take with you? Why?
ANNE JIE! hl and kidnap xiao ming along~

4. Where is the place that you want to go the most?
somewhere nature beauty still available

5. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
free of worries~不愁吃不愁穿~

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
how to believe,it's a nature reaction,u'll see it when you're lucky

7. What are you afraid to lose the most now?
myself

8. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
keep keep first~

9. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
i'll 'kap kap' the situation first~

10. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
3+3=6?ok~
hl: good hengdai~understand kv~GUAI GUAI STUDY
nic: understanding,mature,smart~

11. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
honesty and loyalty

12. Which type of person do you hate the most?
$$ eyes

13. What is your ambition?
clinical psychologist~

14. If you have a flaw, would you rather the people around you point out to you or would you rather they keep quiet?
tell me please,I'm open to critic

15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
happiness

16. What would you most want to achieve right now?
pass my exams

17. What are the things that you're never good at?
hide my feelings

18. If you have a chance. Which part of your character you would like to change?
control of my emotion

19. What would you want to be after you're dead?
a pet dog of the richest person on the world~

20. 最想拥有的天赋?(What kind of talent you wanted most?)
able read people's mind~

Tag:peiwen, anne jie, nee, lai, xiao zhu, jackie, jay kor, denise

Saturday, March 29, 2008

ANIZO 性格小人儿

Went to Sunway Pyramid few hours ago,and like usual no i didn't shop,but I got myself this!!
ANIZO toys from vending machine! 扭蛋机!
And these are my FIRST time getting toys from vending machine.

Front view

Back view

'Three stars' little guy with smiley face~
‘三つ星’ 可爱小人儿~
Back view of 'Three Stars':There's 3 stars on the head!'Little white guy' with smiley face!
‘素人’ in Japanese which I'm not sure what it really means

Back view of little white guy:
there's a little smiley face on it's butt!

Each of it costs me RM4,but i think it's ok cause i really like them since I first saw them few months ago,but i didn't get them until now. I got the purple 'Three stars' myself but Xiao Bai got the 'little white guy' for me. White for the white i guess~

ANIZO is a product series under BANDAI,each series contain different 14 design.There are 7 series in ANIZO official website,but i think mine are the 8th series,and 9th series is coming out in march,but i don't think it's available yet here in Malaysia. The website is outdated,i don't know why.I thought Japanese people would have good service and would have their website up to date.

Anyway,aren't these cute little guy cute and adorable?I believe each of them have their own meaning. Ignore the '100% Reality Mind'.

Friday, March 28, 2008

alone

I can live alone,I'm used to being alone,I'm ok with being alone,I've always been alone.
You see?
Loneliness wont' kill,
I'm a living evidence.

我可以一个人,我经常一个人,我习惯一个人,我一直都是一个人。
你看,
孤独不会死人的~
我就是很好的证据~

I eat alone,I watch movie alone,I study alone,I cook alone,I can stay alone too~

我一个人吃饭,我一个人看戏,我一个人读书,我一个人煮东西,我也可以一个人住~

=我很适合一个人=
*I'm suitable to be alone*

Thursday, March 27, 2008

girlfriend

The video is a lame one,boy band with a lot of bikini girls,but the song is a nice one.

LFO's 'Every Other Time'

I said lets talk about it
As she walked out on me and slammed the door
But I just laugh about it
cause shes always playin those games
Deep down I know she loves me
But shes got a funny way of showin me how she cares
Last night she did a doughnut on my lawn
And drove out with her finger in the air
Oh, yeah

Sometimes its black
Sometimes its white
Sometimes shes wrong
Sometimes Im right
Sometimes we talk about it
Or we figure it out
But then shell just change her mind
Sometimes shes hot
Sometimes Im cold
Sometimes my head wants to explode
But when I think about it
Im so in love with her
Every other time
Yeah, every other time

Sometimes we sit around
Just the two of us on the park bench
Sometimes we swim around
Like the dolphins in the ocean of our hearts
But then I think about the time
When we broke up before the prom
And you told everyone that I was gay, ok
Sometimes I walk around the town
For hours just to settle down
But I take you back and you kick me down
cause thats the way, uh-huh uh-huh, I like it

Keep it up homegirl
Dont you quit
You know
The way you scream is the ultimate
And when i
Walk away just watch the clock
I bet i
Dont even get around the block


I guess that's why we love our girl so much eh?


Wednesday, March 26, 2008

tagged

LIST OUT THE TOP 5 PRESENTS YOU WISH FOR :
1. A princess~wakakka~
2. world peace~
3. a world tour
4. Husky puppies~~~~
5. free education~


THE PERSON WHO TAGGED ME IS: anne jie

YOUR 5 IMPRESSIONS OF HIM/HER:
-used to be cute
-now a LADY
-CARING AND CUTE
-sayang me so much
-it feels comfy to be around her

MOST MEMORABLE THINGS HE/SHE HAS GIVE/DONE FOR YOU:
her hug


THE MOST MEMORABLE WORDS HE/SHE SAID TO YOU
'be my slave' wtheck~wakkaka

IF HE/SHE BECOMES YOUR LOVER, YOU WILL
give her my whole world ^^

IF HE/SHE BECOMES YOUR ENEMY, THE REASON WILL BE
O.O IT WONT HAPPEN

PASS THE QUIZ TO 5 PEOPLE THAT YOU WISH TO KNOW HOW THEY FEEL ABOUT YOU:

1. HL
2. nic
3. pei wen
4. xiao zhu xiao zhu
5. jay kor~

1. WHO IS NO.3 HAVING RELATIONSHIP WITH?
I TAK TAU,wakakka~

2. WHO IS NO.5 HAVING RELATIONSHIP WITH?
shh~~

3. IF NO.3 AND NO.2 ARE TOGETHER, WILL IT BE A GOOD THING?
OU NO!!

4. WHAT ABOUT NO.4 AND NO.5?
OU NO too!!

5. WHAT IS NO.3 STUDYING?
PSYCHOLOGY~YEAH~~~

6. WHEN IS THE LAST TIME YOU CHATTED WITH NO.5?
currently still chatting still in process~

7. DOES NO.4 WORK?
NOPE~

8. DO YOU HAVE ANY COUSIN IN HIS/HER OWN SCHOOL?
no

9. WILL U BE WITH NO.1?
hell no~

10. HOW ABOUT NO.5?
my gay kor?wakakkaz

11. DOES NO.2 HAVE ANY SIBLINGS?
yeah

12. HOW DID U GET TO KNOW ABOUT NO.2 AND NO.4?
through frens

13. WHERE DOES NO.1 LIVE AT?
INDIA

14. HOW DID U GET TO KNOW NO.2?
thru no.1

15. IS NO.5 THE SEXIEST PERSON IN THE WORLD?
WAH YEAH~~WAKAKKKA

Tuesday, March 25, 2008

young guitarist

Watch the clip before you click here.



Amazing eh?
Was browsing through youtube for tutorial on 'More than words' and found this which is something that are way too beyond my standard.
His name is Sungha Jung and he's just 12 years old this year, from South Korea.
Recommend you his 'Cannon in D', there's monster in there.
And yes, he's the only one who play the guitar in the clip,no others,no background,no chorus,he plays the vocal part and the chorus part all by himself.


This one was 2 years ago when he played 'Akaskero' at the workshop by Thomas Leeb.

时间

年光似箭,自己暗自庆祝呆在大城市一年。
恍然发现原来自己离中学生活也两年liao,
可爱的小明学妹也已经毕业服完兵役出来liao,
原本是情人的已经退化回陌生人,
原本只是陌生人的已经变成了爱人,
当然,
也有些恋人还是恋人。
时间就是在不知不觉中溜走,
对每天如一日的上班族来说,
每天的变化不大,
感觉会度日如年,一日盼一日;
对仍然在学习中的学生来说,
每天都在吸收新的知识,
感觉不到时光的差别,挥霍着青春的岁月。
回想过去,
你做过了什么?
经历过了什么?
今天的你是不是因为曾经的过去?
Learn the lesson and grow with it.

Sunday, March 23, 2008

到底是怎样?

还是不明白,怎么能说变就变?虽然说人心难测,还真的是很恐怖......
不久前还着爱,如今爱的却是别人了,不禁会怀疑到底是否真的爱过。
能合就能分,可是这样的做法未免太儿戏了,到底怎样才是成熟的做法?
几年前的疑惑,重新出现。

所听到看到的令我反感,戴上耳机关掉灯假装不知道会比较好过。

生气很累人,愤怒到一种程度你会很想逃避眼不见为净。
其实,这个生气是为了什么?
我自己也不了解自己的反应,身边的人可能会察觉到什么吗?帮我解码拜托~

Tuesday, March 18, 2008

情变

Linkin Park - In Pieces

Telling me to go
But hands beg me to stay
Your lips say that you love
Your eyes say that you hate

Theres truth in your lies
Doubt in your faith
What you build you lay to waste
Theres truth in your lies
Doubt in your faith
All I've gots what you didn't take

So I, I wont be the one
Be the one to leave this in pieces
And you, you will be alone
Alone with all your secrets and regrets
Dont lie

You promise me the sky
Then toss me like a stone
You wrap me in your arms
And chill me to the bone

Theres truth in your lies
Doubt in your faith
All I've gots what you didn't take

So I, I wont be the one
Be the one to leave this in pieces
And you, you will be alone
Alone with all your secrets and regrets
Dont lie

So I, I wont be the one
Be the one to leave this in pieces
And you, you will be alone
Alone with all your secrets and regrets
Dont lie

这年代,情人分分合合不是什么新鲜事。我被说应该活在50年代,或许我真的应该属于那个年代吧。
爱情来得快,走得更快,无声无息的就离开了。曾经说过很爱,可是却不为那个‘爱’而努力,是真的曾经很爱吗?
个人观念:爱就不应该放弃,爱就应该去努力,就算爱出现了裂痕也会努力腻补,爱会眼里心里只有一个人。
至少我做得到,我从来没背叛过我爱的人与我的爱情,没有一次。

情变就情变,不要给多多借口。
不爱了跟爱上别人同样是情变,可是不同的效果。

Monday, March 17, 2008

无理头

很多时候,其实不知道自己在做什么。就好像今天的presentation,完全不懂自己在说什么,一塌糊涂,贻笑大方。
有时候很不懂得控制自己的情绪,或许说是不懂自己为什么会有这样的情绪,很没有理由,却在爆发着。
天,最近心跳一直很快,100下per minutes,很不正常,会不会得心脏病?
我得好好思考,自己到底为什么这样了。

Thursday, March 13, 2008

背影

我过关了~终于~恭喜自己~
很好的。
等着兄弟也过关来吧。
来听歌吧,喜欢他的转音。

林宥嘉-背影
三公分阳光三公分空气
堵在眼前像一面玻璃
挡住了你表情剩下只有脚印
He……
一直向前走走不完距离
一直向后退不出回忆
很高兴有心事帮我困住自己

你头发上淡淡青草香气
变成了风才能和我相遇
你的目光蒸发成云
再下成雨我才能够靠近
感谢我不可以住进你的眼睛
所以才能拥抱你的背影
有再多的遗憾用来牢牢记住
不完美的所有美丽
感谢我不可以拥抱你的背影
所以才能变成你的背影
躲在安静角落不用你回头看
不用珍惜
我怀里所有温暖的空气
变成风也不敢和你相遇
我的心事蒸发成云
再下成雨却舍不得淋湿你
躲在安静角落如果你回头看
不用在意

无奈

有时候明知道甜言蜜语是假的,还是情不自禁堕入陷阱。
在爱情里,人人都可能是骗子。
前一分钟说我爱你,后一分钟决定离开你。
或许说爱你是真的,但是决定离开你也是真的。
很难理解吧?

我可以理解,可是不能够明白,那个为什么。
哀怨那个无奈。
我们的世界,谁来理解?

Wednesday, March 12, 2008

2008年的一天

好像不小心太投入了,错把自己当主角。似曾相识的对白、疑问、心情。我经历过。
问自己100万个为什么,还是不会有解答。
好郁闷的生日,我喜悦里带着悲伤。
如今,不小心看到她的名字或是照片,心里还是会刺痛。那美丽的脸孔,曾经是那么的熟悉,属于那个曾经属于我的女孩。

还有,我不想听到‘祝我生日快乐’这首歌啦!
我才没有那么悲哀!

我的愿望

浅浅的微笑,藏着忧伤的泪光。

本来想好的愿望,改变了:
希望相爱的可以继续幸福的相爱,
希望相爱却不敢爱的可以勇敢的去爱,
希望没有爱的可以感受得到爱的存在,
希望对人对动物的伤害会减少,大爱大量增加。
我说,如果我的愿望可以实现,我保留一个给我兄弟。

去年的生日,我怎么过了?
兴奋的18岁,平淡的19岁。

其实我是早上8点多出世的,真正生日还没到咧。
生日就是妈妈受难纪念日,所以要好好慰问妈妈。

Sunday, March 9, 2008

Leadership Camp

天,自己不懂在气什么。算算算~我关眼睛看不见~

现在的本人的情况就是全身肌肉酸痛,头晕晕,这个就是Leadership Camp的结果。
不说在里面做了些什么,只说都是一个很好的经验,很好的锻炼,还有挑战自己。
这几天在里面都无惊无险的渡过了,倒是今天回到学校后,下了巴士还没踏进校门发现手机和眼镜遗留在巴士上,赶回去时巴士已经不见踪影,走人得真快。这个不能怪我,在巴士上昏昏沉沉的一路睡到kl,头还是晕晕的,所以忘了检查口袋。
Your body can do more than you think,这句话我们的camp trainer说的,我觉得很对。本来全身肌肉酸痛得走路都一拐一拐的,紧张起来竟然可以背着bag一路跑到stuff room找坏坏美女老师,然后跑回lower foyer找人搭顺风车。
还好有一个同学回家有经过Jalan Kuching,也还好巴士司机人不错,已经拿着我的手机跟眼镜站在油站路旁等我。本来3点就到学校的,结果我从Segambut搭巴士到Chow Kit,然后回KL Sentral搭巴士回来,搞到4点才到家。 一回家就是东西乱丢,然后就躺着睡了几个小时。
然后还是很累很晕。

Friday, March 7, 2008

刚才在后门煮面时,出现了一只猫,一只怀了孕的大肚子母猫。
我是爱狗人士,可是也不排斥猫,凡是动物我都爱。
以前家里在养我那只宝贝狗之前,也养过猫。一只不懂从哪里冒出来的流浪猫。这就是猫的本事,能够继续享受自由,也能够每天都有人喂食。
虽然那一猫一狗没有什么conflict,可是后来那只猫还是走了,不见踪影,也没再出现了。
猫,有时候很圆滑;像卑鄙小人。
猫,有时候很会撒娇;很像小女人。
猫,有时候很冷酷;像杀手。
当然,每只猫都有不同的性格,就像狗。可是总的来说,就是猫比狗厉害,因为厉害撒娇。
我没赶走那只母猫,结果那猫也很不客气,把这里当自己家了,无声无息的走来走去,在屋子里绕了一圈,还差点进我房门。
与那猫分享了几条的面,一小口的鸡蛋,还有我最后一口的热狗。
那猫有主人的,或是曾经有过,脖子带着collar。我这里常出现带着collar的猫,不懂是那户人家的,多数都怕生,除了这只。
它在我椅子下趴着,就好像趴在主人脚下。
对不起阿喵喵,我不能收留你,这不是我可以做主的家。

Sappho,remember

It's almost half a year now, since the day i started my last relationship; and the memories still fresh in my mind, like it just happened yesterday;
And it's almost 3 months now, since the day i ended my last relationship; and i still remember everything, and it still makes me tears, sometimes.
It all happened so fast, so fast, that you can't realize how fast the time passed, days by days, weeks by weeks.
Each time i imagine my lover with another person, a male, my heart ache, like breaking down into million pieces.
No i have no lover now, but I'll sigh and regret for those who have and about to lost.
We are too young for it, i suppose. Unsettling heart, young and wild.

Wednesday, March 5, 2008

不安全

我对男生的不安全感,有很多的原因。

Freud的penis envious,不是荒唐之论。
我记得有一个表姐小时候小便都是站着的。而我也搞不懂,为什么男生小便可以地站着,而女生却要蹲着那么不公平。

我们是T,再怎么装也都还不是男生,跟男生比起来,很难不会感觉到inferior,就算努力得再多,无奈的,我们还是给不到某些东西。(确实悲观了,可确实是历史证实加上亲身经历。这条路,很多人走了,却能够幸福后半辈子的没有很多人)
普通女生很难了解我们的不安和无奈,就算是所爱的人......
如果彼此是相爱的话,却只因为不是男生而被逼分开......
‘如果你是男生,我一定会喜欢你’。这句话,早在n年前就有人对我说过......
我很想说‘因为爱我而爱我,请不要因为我不是而不爱我。’
当然,就算两人互相肯定了,还有外来的压力,因为我们,不是主流。不说不正常,因为所谓的不正常是由谁或什么来定义?
还没能确定的年龄,总是分分合合,还有何时才能真正独立自主,掌控自己的生活?

不要拿我跟男生作比较,我还是女生,我的穿着打扮言行举止只因为自己舒服,我还有着女生的敏感和感性。
也不要问我如果有一天你喜欢上男生我会怎么办,如果你知道那句话有多刺痛的话,你不会问。
以上的,我替T说些内心话。

我对男生,是偏见,还是妒嫉,我不知道,都有吧。
我是T,或许不会一辈子是。但目前很多男生让我瞧不起与恶心。

Monday, March 3, 2008

单身日记(一)

单身的坏处就是,
当你累了,
无论是心灵上,
还是肉体上,
或是精神上;
想找个依靠,
想像个小孩子一样撒娇时,
你只可以选择保持理智与坚强。

抓狂

终于知道什么是抓狂了!
我抓狂就像小孩子发脾气,
就是会自己在一边发脾气,
一直骂一直骂,
然后拼命抓头发,
紧皱着眉头,
喉咙一直发些grrr的声音,
乱踢乱打,
就差不多要哭的感觉!
上不到网,真的会让人抓狂!

Sunday, March 2, 2008

雨天了

下雨天留客天留我不留
请用标点符号来标注以上一词。

那句下雨天是我小时候从一本书看到的,以一篇故事来说明标点符号的重要性,呵呵看看有谁知道其中的玄机~

这里突然间就进入了雨季,绵绵细雨,下了好几天。天气凉凉爽爽的,喝着热茶,真是舒服~
嗯,喜欢上了喝茶,因为小麦早餐的原因。那天考试买了小麦的早餐回来,一边喝着茶一边读书,竟然没有爱睡。隔天就买了一盒‘BOH’金马伦高原红茶回来。原来茶道是一种古老深奥的学问~今天就喝了整天茶,大概有4,5杯了吧。

日子又恢复平淡了,没有突发事件,也没有让我牵肠挂肚的人,感觉就好像回到了中学的最后那两年,享受单身的自由。
一个人的日子,过得很快。其实两个人的日子,过得也很快,只是不会被发觉。

Saturday, March 1, 2008

Unexpected

Still very unexpected, the WHOLE THING, and is happening,
2 cases,
very very very unexpected indeed.
Congratulation, and blessed be~

万万预料不到的事,的确在发生着,在进行着,
两个个案,
千想万想都不会去想到的事情。
恭喜,还有祝福~