Thursday, July 31, 2008

教学记(二)

我恍然大悟,原来藤条是老师的权威,没有藤条等于没有威严,ou no~
今天是第三天,那些小瓜们,还真是对他们仁慈气死自己啊~上课一直吵不停,只有在做数学时最静最认真,我想我应该多多给他们做数学哈~

今日的童言童语:
8点上班,9点才开始上课,8点到9点之间检查小朋友们的学校功课。第一天给我检查功课的,接下来的都拿来给我检查了,因为我比较和蔼可亲细声细语告诉小朋友错哪里改哪里~
昨天有一个二年级小男生昨天把功课拿给我检查了,今天来告诉我:‘老师老师,昨天我做错的做么你没有告诉我?’ 我巨汗,原来昨天我看漏眼,害小弟弟错了两题数学,来‘兴师问罪’。徒之错,师之过~以后我会更仔细检查功课的~

我右手食指戴着戒指,引起了班上小朋友的好奇。第一排的那个四眼男生问我:
问:‘老师老师你结婚了没有?’
答:‘我才19岁结什么婚。’
问:‘那你手上又穿戒指的?’
答: (=.='')‘我喜欢穿不可以咩?’
其他小朋友开始起哄:‘是咯是咯,大人可以喜欢穿什么就穿什么的啦~’ 这...这...这...我该说啥好呢?=.=''

Wednesday, July 30, 2008

教学记(一)

天气炎热,伸出舌头哈气,老师说舌头表面面积大散热快~

小学时候,我补习的地方就在我家后一排的排屋,家居式补习。丈夫是中学老师,也教补习。妻子全职教补习。那里不成文的规定就是,我们不叫她老师,她要我们叫她安娣,因为她不是教书的。严师出高徒,安娣是严师,也是慈母。我仍记得补习那里的同学,小时候很要好的潘慧芸,二年级搬家的林明媚,小时了了中学辍学的大肥杰,还有老友茹诗。成绩好的乖乖牌学生很受疼,每年年终会计算考试总分数,排名前三名都有礼物,我得过六样,文件夹和铅笔盒我还留着。

十一个学生的小班不大,也不小,一人说一句还是有能力让你一个头两个大。
怎我就不记得我小时候那么多话啊?这些小孩子就是爱告状。
第一天,有院长帮我坐镇,11个9岁小朋友乖乖上课;
第二天,就是今天,我独挑大梁,手忙脚乱。
那里有一股味道,让我想起了安娣家的味道。
那里是小朋友的第二个家,上课前在这里,放学后也回来这里,24小时里超过十个小时都在学习。
和以前一样的是,重重的书包和死背。反义词、同义词、成语、Simpulan Bahasa什么一大堆。我记起来了,以前我也是这样背过来的。
成长阶段,吸收能力最强,基础打好最重要,除了死背好像也真的没有其他方法。
其他老师很凶,嗓门有够厉害的,比狮子吼还要强,我也怕怕,学不来。可怜那些小小一、二年级的,一大清早就被吼了,怪不得都脸白白的。
我觉得除了教学,还要教知识,教做人,教道理。Authoritarian is not the way,but authoritative style.
似曾相似的教书感,不懂从哪儿而来。好像跟几年前教学妹小瓜们有同一种感觉。

说说教学趣事:
第一天,有小朋友们忍不住发问,‘老师老师,你是男生还是女生?’
问的那个跟旁边的朋友解释:‘我不知道老师是男生还是女生!’
终于有人说:‘老师是女生啦!’,

前面第一排的小大姐大问我:‘老师你姓什么?’
我:‘我姓张。’
小大姐大:‘那我们叫你Teacher Teoh?’
我:‘我姓张,叫我Teacher Chang’
大姐大:‘可是你不是姓张咩?’
你说,咋现在的孩子就那么聪明咧?

第二天,小朋友跟我混熟了,也胆子大好奇心强了起来。
问题如轰炮机:
‘老师你几岁?’
‘老师你有没有女朋友?啊,不是,男朋友?’
‘老师你读哪里?’
‘老师老师你看他就快高过你了!’
‘老师你教几久?’

小时候的第一个愿望,达成!

情侣

首先,我要恭喜一对新的情侣~
终于结束单身的生活了哦~又给我戴绿帽了哦~呵呵呵~
几经波折终于寻得如意淑女,呵呵很好很好~
衷心祝福你们啊~
那晚我就差点开心到睡不着了~
My housemate/my future roommate/my aylp,
Congratulation~
Don't worry, I'm a professional light bulb,
I'll know when I should act deaf/blind,when I should become invisible,when I should disappear~
I'm sincerely happy for you ^^

每对情侣在看似甜蜜的外表下都有着各自的问题。
两个人在一起就难免会有摩擦,
因为相同而在一起,因为不同而分开,
很常见。
占有欲,
因为对方而迷失自己,
却还是因为爱。
平衡点很重要,
要把对方融入自己,也让自己融入对方,却仍保持着自己的见解,
一加一等于一。
信任,
相信自己,相信彼此。

看到某某对情侣,
我心会小疼,
因为不是我。
看到某某对情侣,
我会开心,
因为不是我。
献上满满的祝福。
Dedicate this post to every couple that I known.

Wednesday, July 23, 2008

stop and stare

Sometimes we thought we'd came a long way and couldn't remember where are we heading,
that's when we should stop and stare.
Why do I like this song so much?
Maybe it's because I'd come to a stage where I should stop and review of myself,
and this song just came along at the right timing.
And now,I'm all satisfied again,with my full stomach ^^
And heck,I'm still coughing after one week. I hate the liquid medicine.

Friday, July 18, 2008

我回家了

吐了两口很大的痰出来,喉咙顿时舒服多了。带着少许血丝的痰,埂在喉咙多天,终于出来了~
回到家,就是懒散,什么事都懒惰了,吃药也有妈妈喂,呵呵~我是长不大的小孩~
放假前总是有很多的计划,放假时却未必会实践。
两个月前的邂逅,没有了下文。
我知道我的弱点。

有些事情,
还是不听不闻不看不知比较好。
何必去挖自己的伤口呢? 

对她们来说,
我是不够成熟,
总是要求太多,像个小孩。
有谁愿意照顾一个想保护却又想被照顾的小孩?

Stop and Stare- One Republic




Stop and Stare---One Republic
From the album-Dreamin out loud
Tabbed by Sanjeev and Thomas George Varghese Contact us at sanjeevgeorge123@yahoo.co.in

CAPO 4th fret

Intro C-----------Em

VERSE 1
C
This town is colder now, I think it's sick of us
Em
It's time to make our move, I'm shakin' off the rust
C
I've got my heart set on anywhere but here
Em Am
I'm staring down myself, counting up the years
F
Steady hands, just take the wheel
Am
And every glance is killing me
F
Time to make one last appeal for the life I lead

CHORUS

C
Stop and stare
G
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Am
Yeah, I know that everyone gets scared
F F G
But I've become what I can't be, oh

C
Stop and stare
G
You start to wonder why you're 'here' not 'there'
Am
And you'd give anything to get what's fair
F
But fair ain't what you really need
F C
Oh, can you see what I see?

VERSE 2

(Same Pattern of chords as for verse 1)

They're tryin' to come back, all my senses push
Untie the weight bags, I never thought I could
Steady feet, don't fail me now
Gonna run till you can't walk
Something pulls my focus out
And I'm standing down


C
Stop and stare
G
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Am
Yeah, I know that everyone gets scared
F F ( G-Optional)
But I've become what I can't be, oh
C
Stop and stare
G
You start to wonder why you're 'here' not 'there'
Am
And you'd give anything to get what's fair
F
But fair ain't what you really need
G C
Oh, you don't need

Em Am F
Oh Oh Oooooo
G
What you need, what you need, what you need

ENDING
C
Stop and stare
G
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Am
Yeah, I know that everyone gets scared
F G
But I've become what I can't be, oh
C
Oh, do you see what I see?

http://www.ultimate-guitar.com/tabs/o/onerepublic/stop_and_stare_ver4_crd.htm

Wednesday, July 16, 2008

伤心

Guai Guai is a turtle,1 of my first pet turtle that survived,but he acted like a dog.
He can recognized his own name and reacted on it,he crawled freely around the house,he scratched door and made noise when he wanted to enter a room,he followed behind me when i walked......
Guai Guai is lost now.....somewhere in the longkang......i hope....
I cried like a kid,yes,for my turtle......

乖乖是只龟,帅气、聪明、可爱的乌龟。
乖乖不见了,离家出走了.......都怪妈妈.......
其实妈妈也很疼乖乖的.........
好,大家都伤心......
乖乖阿,你在哪里?怎么不乖了呢?
找不到了啦....下雨天,水沟水多,又那么多天了...........grrrrr
我嚎啕大哭,哭死我了......
我引以为荣的聪明宝贝龟乖乖不见了....

Monday, July 14, 2008

这个那个,可是但是

我纳闷,我想问清楚,为什么要白费力气搬来搬去。
我想睡觉,可是头发还有点湿。
我想找人发发牢骚,可是没有人鸟我,就算有人,也听不懂我说什么。
我想表现我的自卑,可是其实我四肢健全头脑没有坏掉心肠也不算差。
‘你到底想怎样??!’, 我对我自己说。
想睡了一整天,没有hyper的状况出现,有脾气暴躁的情况出现,
哦,还有肚子好像有一点饿了。
满肚子怨气的,怨饱算了。

Friday, July 11, 2008

A pregnant man?

A pregnant man?I would say,it's just a person that wants to have his/her own family. How a man get pregnant? Well,I'm not going to say anything,click the links below and watch the youtube yourself.

Interview on oprah:


Advocate, LGBT news site, first person-account of the pregnant man (also the 'related stories from Advocate.com,click by your own):
HERE

Close review and pictures,A LOT OF PICTURES('click for the pictures of...'):
HERE

Most recent news:
HERE

Well?what's your reaction and thoughts? If you read the comments from those linked sites,you'll see a lot of critiques and erm...negative comments. That's normal reaction,when the 'unique' and 'queer' came out public. Abnormal, they said. Some even took it to some extreme, discrimination and verbal abuse.

A family,what a normal dream that most of us had. But it's so difficult, to some of us.

Wednesday, July 9, 2008

nostalgia

我又要来感叹一下了,啊~~时间飞快啊~~竟然已经离高中生活两年了!!!!当年的小鬼们很快就要重蹈我们这些前辈们的脚印,上考场了,哈哈!大家都说高中的生活最愉快,说得也是。学校就像保护层,杜绝外来社会对在校学生的影响。当然年龄越大,保护层就越来越薄,就靠学生自己的免疫能力了。读书时期是好的,可以光明正大的向父母要钱,学成后找不到工作还要向父母拿钱,厚脸皮。读书时,只管学业,当然感情恋爱课外烦恼,自找的。学成后,要赚钱养家过生活,社会生活的累。还好兄弟还是幸福的,还有自己的兴趣去追随,所以我鼎力支持。

我中学朋友不多,就几个都比较亲的,还继续保持联络。想想升form 4那年,少了两个A,进了中等班,虽然预料之中,可是我心情还是算满落寞的(你看啥学校啊,才差两个A就straight A的还是进了中等班)。 原因就在自小学开始本人的成绩就算不错的,不希罕进第一班,就喜欢流连第二班的没压力优生班(就让我臭屁一下想当年哈~),朋友们一直保持在优先班的成绩内,结果我落班了,感觉就如迷失了方向,力不从心,干脆自暴自弃,哈哈。嗯,回想form 4和form 5那两年虽然没那么自暴得夸张,就是得过且过的态度。噢~离题了,我想说的是,我想念中学的日子哈,尤其是朋友们~

每次回家都会一起出来的四人组。左边开始阿:

ps:我的form 5同桌,可爱的女生,要好好啊!
birdleg:为啥叫鸟脚?因为脚如其名,又长又细,人又够鸟。
亲爱的小明妹妹:小学and中学学妹。也还是毕业后才开始混熟的,原因保密,嘿嘿。总希望被称为美女,可总被人误称为帅哥。唉~


还有我的小学死党,慧跟茹诗,总是没拍到照片。两个都是特优生,话说刚进到UM(University Melaya),慧得会计茹诗得医学,强吧~ 又多了可以看病不用钱的机会了~
还有我的karate gang。宝仪,静茹,凯津,怡秀阿姐阿等等,虽然各奔前程,想当年浩浩荡荡满身臭汗挤一辆车飘洋过海的记忆还是很美好。
还有form3那年很开心的一班,中学最开心的一年就是那年了,3A2,Yee Tong,Hui Ming,家仪,朱先生等等......
还有form4小小圈子的朋友,我的同桌see gian,后座男生Hun Piang和小学同学万事如意先生。话说我认识鸟脚的悲惨生活就是从那年开始的.......

啊可爱的朋友们啊~大家生活过的好就好了~
不论身在何方,都不忘本不忘根。


to mich:translation unavailable due to translator laziness....XD

Friday, July 4, 2008

hyper

夜深邃,
思想跳跃能力太强,
我自己也赶不上节拍。
我说我不够睡会很hyper,
真的~
这个时候的我,
可以自己讲一个故事出来,
然后自己在那边爽,
简单一句就是自言自语自爽自high。

Came across with my past,
我的右手食指还带着戒指,
我新的单身戒指。
送出去的,我后悔过,
因为除了Anizo,就戒指我舍得花。
送戒意义重大,
我不会再把自己的戒指套在别人的手指上了,
我自己发誓。

我喜欢跟姐姐聊天,
善解人意,
让我心情放松了起来。
就是喜欢姐姐,
不为什么,
就因为那天的那个孤单的背影让我印象深刻,
从此留意了。

哎呀爱人姐姐,
你在哪里啊~?
你看,
我幻想了,
我以后的爱人是个姐姐,
哈哈~

感冒了,鼻子堵塞了,
快要生病的感觉。
因为睡眠时间很糟糕了一个星期。
我知道照顾自己的,
因为没有母亲大人没有爱人阿我现在这里。
糟糕的study week,
1st Class Honour weh~~

Anizo again,and AGAIN

YES Anizo again! This is a post all about Anizo, skip this entry if you feel I'm childish,wakakaka~~These are the only toys that I willing to spend money to collect! I don't even spend on clothes tau?!

These are the 6th and 7th series! From the Curve,I think.

One of the 6th series! ‘热血’,not sure if it means the same in Chinese,which means warm blood,active??
Back view: singlet shape
The 7th series,‘怠け者’,looks like a panda,cute right?not sure what it means this 1.
Back view

I was waiting and craving for the 10th series,but what I got the latest are these!

Horoscope Anizo!!Not sure is it a special series or it's the 10th series.But it's cute and special!

Half transparent!nice eh!With description at the front!

My horoscope: Pisces!! The words means 'unstable emotional'!XD true man! So lucky to get my own horoscope!

Back view: 鱼座 with the horoscope sign

This is the Cancer,‘神圣过敏’,means too sensitive I think XD

Back view: 巨座