Saturday, September 27, 2008

Raining day

Imagine this,people:
Scene 1:
You're driving a car,waiting for traffic light to turn green,it was a raining day. Not to say jam, but the queue was long. Suddenly,there's a sound at the left,and you find you left side mirror was damaged,and the motorcyclist that scratched your mirror fall down at the roadside,not serious injured,but was soaked wet in the rain without raincoat,what would you do?

Scene 2:
You're riding a motor half way to home when(I know many of you don't even 'tumpang' a motor before,just imagine you're cycling lah) it started to rain heavily and you without your raincoat. Like usual,you drive at the roadside,try to bypass the cars,and suddenly you scratch a car's side mirror,you lost balance and fell down at the roadside. The car owner scrolls down the window and ask you to pay him for the damage on the car,without asking are you ok or not. What would you do?

It just happened to me 30 minutes ago. Sadly,I'm the motorcyclist,and I lost RM30 to that Chinese taxi driver.

No worries,just a little scratches on my left knee when I fall down,but overwhelmed by emotions.

The Chinese taxi uncle said to me his car side mirror was broken and I have to pay him because the car belongs to company. I asked him how much,he said RM30. The rain was heavy and didn't want to argue,and much because I was at guilt,so I gave him the money exactly although I did think of lying him that I only have rm20 in my wallet. The side mirror was not fully broken actually,and afterward only I realized it doesn't cost so much to repair that side mirror right?
The first thought that I had when I was on my motor again was,'damn ''sui'' lah today'. Then I got so angry thinking back what just happened.

Why was I so angry?
First,the Chinese taxi driver didn't even ask am I ok,and he took so much of my MONEY!I was damn disappointed. When I tried to get up my legs was abit stucked by my motor and nobody helped me. How naive was I,hoping someone to get off from their car and help me.

Second,the taxi driver doesn't even ask me am I ok!I was like what kind of people is this!What's wrong with this people!Malaysian lah!Chinese lah!Uncle lah!Taxi driver lah! People lost their ability to sympathize when they get older?

And Third,I was angry at myself. Always allow people people to take advantage of me when I was vulnerable,unable to be assertive,easily lost my head to think when something happens on me. Also of my own carelessness lah,I was not focused enough. I was thinking what to eat,when to fill in petrol and busy avoiding the roadside lubang until I didn't paid attention to the space between me and the cars on my right.

Then I remembered my previous post,about my motor broke down on the highway. Every event that occurred must meant something. And so,I cool down and analyzed my feelings.If I'm the car driver,I don't know how will I react also.
For this incident,I was lucky that it was not a serious accident.
I'm lucky that I just had a little scratch on my knee without other injuries.
I'm lucky I'm still alive.
I'm lucky that I'm feeling hungry now. XD


p/s:Today will be a great day without the incident.Anway,the PSG(Peer Support Group)'s PET(Peer Empowerment Training) was great today.We had fun and we learned stuff.
pp/s:KL road sucks!!I can't understand why are there so many drain cover's hole ON the roads!!Car drivers might not realize,but it's very irritating and dangerous for motorcyclists.

Friday, September 26, 2008

evil me

世人皆为情事烦,唯我最逍遥~
(后狂笑iconx1000)

对这个世界如果你有太多的抱怨
跌倒了就不敢继续往前走
为什麽人要这麽的脆弱 堕落
请你打开电视看看
多少人为生命在努力勇敢的走下去
我们是不是该知足
珍惜一切 就算没有拥有

看看周杰轮新歌<稻香>的歌词,多有醒世意境啊~
That's part of the lyric of Jay Chou's new song. How meaningful is that~That is only if you can understand Chinese words lah,HAHAHAHA~

I realized that I like to bully those people that I sayang.
打是疼,骂是爱,欺负是疼爱,
当你觉得被我气得上气不接下气,很委屈的时候,请不要生气,
因为,
只有够熟嘛,才有机会让我欺负~嘿嘿嘿~
So,don't be angry when you think that I'm evil,
it just one of my own way of showing you that you're close with me ^^

些些的心疼,for those I cared.

Friday, September 19, 2008

unhappy feeling

It doesn't feels good,when feeling starting to grow,and someone or reality took 'it' away from you. You know exactly when the feeling grows. You'll imagine living with 'it',having future with 'it',how happy it will be for both of you to be together... Sigh...

I'm tend to be a person that develop feelings toward 'something' easily.
I'm gonna miss you.



p/s:'It' and 'something' from this articles doesn't specifically refers to a thing,a feeling,a human or an animal. 'It' can be anything!

Recommendation

今天,我要推荐两样东西。第一样:
Today,I want to recommend two things.First:
《恋上我的情敌
It's a Chinese online novel,those who can't understand Chinese,don't bother to click XD But I'll do something good--TRANSLATE THE MORAL OF THE STORY~WAHAHAHHAH~It's an unfinished story,due to some circumstances,the author didn't have the chance to finish it. The moral of the story is:'live everyday like there's no other day,cherish whatever you have in hand,tell out whatever you have in mind.'
作者幽默直接豪爽的风格,会让人忍不住哈哈大笑。故事没有很长,也是由其他地方转载的,我懒得找出原帖,所以直接连接这个吧。故事怎样的就不透露了哈,总之就是感慨感叹感恩~

第二样:
Second:

《花吃了那个女孩》
花怎样吃了女孩呢?我不知道,表问我,问编剧或者导演去~
帅女生跟漂亮女生接吻,多么的美妙的美景~
吴恩琪变吴立琪liao,可是还是一样帅气~
'Candy Rain',very much different from the Chinese title,but one thing still the same--weird title.
Nice kissing scene,don't you agree so?XD~
Niki Wu Niki Wu~~
Must watch~~

p/s:I want a nice body shape like Shane >,<

Thursday, September 18, 2008

affinity?

Girls are weird,they want you to be honest with them,then they get all mad up at you for being honest. =_=''


Feeling a little bit despair and ... after watching 'Affinity' the movie.
Sarah Waters is a brilliant author that wrote amazing and breathtaking fictions. She's famous for her Victorian writing style,most of her stories happened during Victorian Era. I first watched 'Fingersmith' the movie,confuse and complicated it might seem,adventurous and exciting at the end. Wish to get the book from Kinokuniya someday~

Sometimes,things are not as bad as you think. You just have to look at it from a different perspective.
When the question 'why it always happen on me?' comes in,I will try to remember that. Now get back to work~

Tuesday, September 9, 2008

US at UM

Yesterday and today,I went to UM hospital to visit my old schoolmate,Hooi. She had ear infection and done a small operation. Nothing big,still able to jump,talk LOUD and laugh like SIAO ZHA BO. This was the first time of our gathering here in KL,after they came over UM to study 2 months ago. In UM hospital,how weird is that?haha~She's leaving the hospital tomorrow anyway.
Loo Sze,Hooi,me. We'd been friends since primary.

She forbidden me to post this photo on web,but who cares right~?kakakaz~The wad that she's staying is very comfortable,almost made me dozed off in the chair beside the bed. And guess what,she's staying for free!No charge on the operation,not even a sen she have to pay for staying in a second class wad! There's even a heater in the bathroom! And the food is good,according to her. It's all because she's a UM student.

Obviously,there's a lot different between a public U and a private U. The culture is different,the environment is different,the students are different,the FEES are DIFFERENT. Went to the UM medic faculty's canteen to eat my 'zap fan' that I da bao. People here isn't just smart,they are GOOD LOOKING as well! Don't have the chance of studying in UM,but pretended to be an UM student and 'curi makan' in UM canteen is quite....er...syok?!HAHAHAHA~

UM hospital is huge,might get lose inside without Loo Sze shows me the way. Even she got lost while trying to bring me way out to the hospital -.-''... And I found the lift button is funny,why? See the photo below:

Four buttons to press?!

Actually there were two lifs there. The left 1 is for the lift at the left,while the right 1 is for the right. But normally all the lift button would be at the same side of the lift and same design right? Cute betul~

Cute kitty

Here it is~Photos of the cute kitten that I'd promised to show in previous entry. Yes I did mentioned about this kitten,in Chinese,hehe~

He looks like a mixed Siamese Cat.Small black ears,white paws,and white lines on his back.Adorable isn't it?

I massaging the kitty~He was so comfortable under my 'skillful' hands until he tried to play with my fingers

Sleepy kitty taking his nap under my housemate's car.

That's his sibling!Dosn't look alike at all.His sibling is more shy and the colour is much different but similar to their father. But their mother is a plain black cat.

I saw this food fighting scene when I came home from dinner one day. The cute kitty was fighter over a big piece of fried chicken part with his sibling. Cuteness disappeared and replaced by predator instinct. Deep tone growl can be heard until I moved my hand toward them and the fight over when his sibling back off. Cute kitty won~

Like I said,I won't keep him as my pet when he is able to grow and live in freedom without worries of food. Every night there will be a kind and generous lady giving out food to stray dogs and cats beside my house. But it won't hurt to give him a name right? What name is suitable for him? Any suggestion?

Saturday, September 6, 2008

random as in random

Life has been too peaceful since I got back kl,that's why I haven't been blogging until now.
日子太平淡,没东西好写,所以blog空空。人家忙到没时间blog,我太闲到不懂blog什么~

Let's see,classes started,five subjects this semester,not much classes,but will have tons of assignments. Thinking of getting a part time job. THINKING as in THINKING. XD
I'm considering of taking minor in Mass Comm,specialize in Marketing Communication.
One of the subject this semester,Career Guidance (don't ask me what is that,it's a subject specially held by my department for psychology students), the lecturer wants us to write journal/blog about the lesson we learn from class weekly as part of the assignment. How cool is that? Blogging as assignment.
And I have communication problem. I don't know how to talk to people,especially strangers. Right,and I'm taking Business and Communication and Introduction to Mass Comm this semester -.-''

最近家里(as in here in PJ)出现了两只小猫,其中一只让我一见钟情,二见欢喜,三见爱不释手。小巧可爱傻乎乎的,眼睛圆溜溜,反应有些迟钝。它的兄弟看到人走靠近就溜走了,它还傻傻的缩在当地,结果就被我灵活的一双手征服了~娃哈哈哈~~ 注:征服as in 被偶按摩得服服帖帖,还有把偶的手当逗猫棒/鸡腿。没有打算强行收养它,还是让它自由成长好。Took few pictures of it,will post it up next time.