Friday, February 27, 2009

milk tea

Human creates problem for themselves, agree?
Actually everything is just in your head. You play that little imaginative drama inside your mind while the Earth is still rotating, the sun is still shining, you are still breathing, and everything is actually,still the same.
Take that imaginative part away. Human is not human, there won't be electric,lamp,handphone,whatever electronic gadget. There will also no anorexia,depression,schizophrenia,whatever mental disorder.
I'm a little bit headache.
Two cups of milk tea enough to make me palpitation and stay awake throughout the night.
I'm a little bit afraid when you said 'you will try'....hmm....if you know why.
See, I'm creating problem for myself.
A hole to jump. Or not.

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

很长也很杂

话说新年期间我把Milky寄养在一家宠物酒店,总共花了我三百块。=.='' 真是要命,一只菜狗居然花得比一只迷你宾犬多,真是一只富贵菜狗。
话说我初六就跑回来了,为了Milky,阿不然可以初八才回来的。那天一个人背着背包和laptop,带着一条狗,从那个宠物酒店走到Kelana Jaya LRT,很有流浪的感觉。一人一狗又饿又渴,找不到人tumpang,真的有点可怜兮兮的感觉。最后还是要谢谢小猪特地看完戏后赶来,救命之恩哟~不然就不懂怎么才能回到家了。
本来有拍了一些流浪之照,结果还没upload上来电话就不见了。不用紧,用新电话补回新照片。
这个是可怜兮兮之一。
再话说上上个星期六很开心,因为很热闹的聚在一起做讨论,然后很忙很开心的一起吃晚餐,跟不同的朋友。结果隔天去买鸡饭,鸡饭antie看到我很开心,结果发现电话不见了。这是可怜兮兮二。
结果很忙的在外头一整天,然后买了这个很可爱的moo moo牛奶水瓶。

然后隔天买了一个新电话,同样的号码,一天搞定。

话说电话不见那天,某人就买了这个白色的Tuzki手机吊饰想要替我的电话装饰一下,真是刚巧得很吓人。
有失有得,哭笑不得~

我的行为举止总是出卖了我。
在我还懵懵懂懂当中时,潜意识里我的举动已经把信息传达了出去。
结果我自己都还不懂发生什么事,别人早就准备好了功夫应付我。
其实我并没有在计划什么,也没有想过要怎样,只是不知不觉地这样罢了。

今天又在新扬外荨的部落格晃,那里总是充满着阳光,文字句子间充满了温暖。在那里会看到爱与希望,平凡与满足。人生所求不过如此,一个爱我及我爱的人,有着知己,有着家人的包容与体谅。简简单单却幸福快乐。我所向往的生活。
爱情需要经过时间的考验,才能印证是爱情。
看着如此如此的爱情,我似乎不懂什么是爱情,是因为没有经历过?还是忘记爱是什么样子?还是已经不敢再狂妄的去爱了?

其实真的不知道要什么。只是随着感觉走,因为想这样而这样。似乎有些小孩子般的任性,不过不是没有理智的不知道在做什么。知道自己在做什么,可能只是不想再去顾虑些什么,因为并没有在期待如扬扬般的结果。在享受过程?在顺其自然?潜意识里的期待?
有点太过坦白了,如果看得懂的话。看得懂的话,也请假装不懂~

我喜欢小外~
‘爱里有什么?爱里有孩子般的任性’ (小外,2009)。

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

这个标题叫做我挺你

有个我很疼爱的朋友被人家摆上台,我很不爽。
事情的来龙去脉我听了也很气,真的是冤枉得很冤枉。
就觉得那个女生不简单,你看,果然被利用了。
自家两个人的事,何必搞得那么大件事?
有些圈内人的生活就是乱;
有些想低调过生活的人却总是很无辜的被牵涉。
清者自清,愚者自扰,
你是怎样的人大家都很清楚,
我挺你。
是是非非快点远离你~

Monday, February 9, 2009

Lost and gain

I lost my k550i today. Don't ask me why. I'll never ever wear short pants when riding motor out. Never ever! First time lost such valuable possession.

Ok look at the bright side, I'm getting a new phone. Not sure which model yet,probably k770i,got a lot positive comment bout this phone. But I'll miss my k550i for sure, especially it's camera,that is only when it was functioning well.

Believe it or not,the first thing that came into my mind when I finally realize that my hand phone was gone was,'shit,all the messages inside...'
Last night I was still 'revising' those messages. I don't know why I kept all of it. I never kept any messages since I broke up with my ex. It was always 'delete all', but it became 'select some' and 'delete' since the sms that said 'don't know why suddenly read your blog hope you are fine and gampate'. And all those mms pictures,I saved it in my phone memory. I never plan to tell or show anyone about this,I would just kept it to myself. Since it's all gone now,so.... It's a darn thing that can't transfer sms messages to computer. Those sms messages mean a lot to me.

Funny thing,I lost a hand phone,but someone got me a handphone accessory today. I never expected that :) Talking about lost and gain. And I bought myself a cute moo moo water bottle from "BRO'S". I know someone will craving for it too XD~ will take picture and upload ONCE I got my new phone.

And yes,I lost phone,meaing I lost everyone's contact number. I'll be using the same number though. Hope can settle everything tomorrow. Feel like missing something without a hand phone. Leave your hp.no to me~or sms and tell me your name the day after tomorrow~~

Friday, February 6, 2009

I'm a garbage bin

我说我是垃圾桶,
竟然有人觉得我很可怜? ==''
我相信幽默风趣,我还是有的,
只是比较另类一些,
冷了一些。

很多时候,我们发脾气胡闹得像个小孩,
只因为想要得到关注。
这个与生俱来的本能在婴儿时期已经展现无疑。
小baby呱呱哭,妈妈就会喂奶换尿布。
小baby舒服了,自然就乖乖静静了。
当然,这个与生俱来的本能,会随着年龄的增长,与社会的教育,而慢慢隐藏起来。
是隐藏,而不是消磨不见。
所以当我们不高兴或生气时,这与生俱来的本能就会再次发挥作用。
不过,会不会得到像小baby时的那种效果,又另当别论了。
很多时候,人家只会当你是傻瓜,徒劳无功。
还会被人家说你幼稚,发什么小孩子脾气,的反效果。

Tuesday, February 3, 2009

Emotions of the night

How hard it is to break a heart that has already broken?
(arrow downward)
Girls can be really cruel sometimes
(arrow downward)
Maybe it's because someone has been crueler to her before
(arrow downward)
I shall be free again
(arrow downward)
Wary and teary,but burden is gone
(arrow downward)
Continue waiting for The One
(the end)

Is this a happy ending? Sad ending? No ending. Stories continue anyway. It will be a memory that I'll never forget. And she will be a friend that I hold deary no matter what. And nothing more can be said.