It's just like this big hole in your heart. Someone important will be missing from day-to-day life from now on. After two and half years. What is she doing? What am I doing? No more messages exchange. Just have to get used to it. Missing you was not part of the plan. But life goes on. I thought we are already at level 50, but we have failed at level 1 actually. Just sad, no more rage. Too old for this shit. What am I gonna do with my life?