把回忆连串起来，形成一个故事，然后延续下去。
我想住在回忆里。

I fear of being abandoned.
I hate that feeling.

鬼使神差

毒戒不了。不戒了。早就已经是生活的一部分了。

如此的任性，请原谅我。

为什么让我遇着了却不让我如愿以偿？
请不要回答我说这是上帝给我的一个考验。
考验很多，拿来做么？

最近一直在讨论宗教，尤其是基督。
我尊敬所有宗教，因为不可以冒犯神明，谁知道会后什么后果。
我不信奉任何宗教，可是我相信有Higher Power。
你看看，很多宗教的God如何修成正果都差不多一样的，留下来给信徒的都是差不多一样的。为什么大家的神就不可能是同一个？
不论什么宗教，都是教人如何做个好人，如何尊敬其他生命，所以有宗教是好事。
不过太过极端的信奉宗教就不好了，变成dogmatic。god倒转过来就是dog。要看自己如何辨别衡量，egocentric就不好。

如果我有一天变vegetarian,不知道我妈会什么反应？哈~

You said last time it made you cried.
It did the same to me too.



James Blunt - Goodbye My Lover

Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your head.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I am a dreamer but when I wake,
You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be
I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.
And I will bear my soul in time,
When I'm kneeling at your feet.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.


Maybe we both felt the same.

Quit

第一次上网后不懂要做什么。

I'm sorry I can't end it in a perfect way. You know this is my way of ending everything.

我在戒毒。 My own personal kind of drug.

Never say never

Never Say Never
Some things we don't talk about
better do without
just hold a smile
we're falling in and out of love
the same damn problem

together all the while
you can never say never
when we don't know why
time and time again
younger now then we were before
don't let me go,
don't let me go,
don't let me go,
don't let me go,
don't let me go,
don't let me go

picture you're the queen of everything
as far as the i can see
under your command
i will be your guardian
when all is crumbling
steady your hand

you can never say never
when we don't know why
time and time again
younger now then we were before
don't let me go,
don't let me go,
don't let me go,
don't let me go,
don't let me go,
don't let me go

we're falling apart
and coming together again and again
we're coming apart
but we hold it together
hold it together, together again

don't let me go,
don't let me go,
don't let me go,
don't let me go,
don't let me go,
don't let me go(x2)

I am running away.

now everybody say lacha lacha ta ta

as i know,they are now hot in everywhere.
and they ARE hot~
Pretty and cute. And sexy when they dance~
First time i found tb dances girl moves have different kind of style,in a cool way~
Yah babe, i like the way they dance~

生日快乐

气氛很不对,awkward。
Lack of intimacy,陌生的对话。
我累了。

Anyway,
明天有人生日。
生日快乐

如果

酒后清醒，睡不着。
把自己隐藏起来，不让朋友找到。
诉苦后又怎样？
像朋友一样的安慰。
日子还是一样的过，
不开心，还是一样会不开心。
向陌生人诉说对全世界的不满，
会是怎样的一种心情？

break

When you have all these craps in you,
and you still have to take in all these craps,
it's overwhelming.

I was and I am still taking a break.
From everyone. Except you.

Endless story

Endless Story (ENGLISH VERSION):

If you haven't changed your mind
Then I want you by my side Tonight

I'm so tired of always having to bluff
Everytime I think about you baby, I feel so young
If I could just tell you I miss you
It's so hard to say I'm sorry

You see, I want to sing this song, not for just anyone
but just for you
An ENDLESS STORY that keeps on shining
Always, I wanna show you, forever and ever

Memories of our time together
this way, they don't go away

Once I knew that the warmth between us had disappeared,
gentle tears started to spread over my chest
This is not where it ends, I'm missing you
please don't let go of my hand

You see, I wish I could sing this song, just for you
just one more time
An ENDLESS STORY of undying love
tell me why, please tell me, forever and ever

You see, I want to sing this song, not for just anyone
but just for you
An ENDLESS STORY that keeps on shining
Always, I wanna show you, forever and ever

You see, I wish I could sing this song, just for you
just one more time
An ENDLESS STORY of undying love
tell me why, please tell me, forever and ever

can't stop

i am physically and emotionally weak.

i am mad at anything and everything, i mad at the Higher Power for whoever it may, i mad at society,i mad at family, i mad at you and i mad at myself.

i couldn't do anything to change anything.

sometimes reality hurts...painfully.

why is it so hard to get to be with someone you love...