hl's dream

Someone had a dreamed just now and told me bout it!
To increase the fun and me being lazy,I copy and paste the conversation as below~


HL 12:02:29 AM
hl hungry
HL 12:02:35 AM
hl buy mcd nugget
HL 12:02:45 AM
hl walk and hl eat nugget
HL 12:02:54 AM
then hl saw one family of COW
HL 12:03:04 AM
papa cow mama cow and baby cow
HL 12:03:10 AM
yellow colour mia COW
HL 12:03:34 AM
baby cow turn head and see hl, and hl hand mia NUGGET
HL 12:03:37 AM
=.=''
HL 12:03:57 AM
baby cow run to hl, hl scare, hl throw hand nugget far far
HL 12:04:06 AM
baby cow go to the nugget far far
HL 12:04:36 AM
after eating that piece, baby cow fa xian, hl still got one box in hand
HL 12:04:52 AM
so the stupid yellow baby cow RUN to hl again
HL 12:04:56 AM
haiyo macam dog
HL 12:05:13 AM
ou no~ hl run~~~
HL 12:05:19 AM
cow chase hl~~
HL 12:05:37 AM
hl see one blue colour wira
HL 12:05:49 AM
hl jumped on the 车顶
HL 12:06:27 AM
mana tau the baby cow macam dog, pokk come, bang hl down from car~
HL 12:06:29 AM
hl fall
HL 12:06:47 AM
fall use hand to 挡and push the cow
HL 12:06:50 AM
cow oso fall
HL 12:07:06 AM
hl think hl hurt the cow and feeling guilty
HL 12:07:21 AM
next day buy one big box of chicken nugget go visit baby cow
HL 12:07:31 AM
but cannot find the cow liao~
HL 12:07:33 AM
the end


NO NO that's not it,there's more~

HL 12:08:18 AM
got sound effect mia BANGGGG!!!!

AND

HL 12:14:11 AM
duno this dream means wat
HL 12:14:30 AM
cow means cute but dangerous.
HL 12:14:48 AM
blue wira means can save me but save budao me.

WAIT,there's more!

HL 12:18:29 AM
the cow....aiyer....bang n kissed dao me

OK, THE END~~
*CLAP CLAP CLAP~~*
feel free to interpret this dream for poor HL that got KISSED by baby yellow cow~~

I like cute stuff!

I like cute stuff,if you still don't know. I like cute and unique stuffs, with meaning or without meaning, such as:

My milk water bottle

My favourite! Tuzki!

The Anizo!

Sometimes very emo sometimes lovely Pon (and Zi)

And my latest finding the local-produced illustration: Wonderkitten by Lois Loo

Wonderkitten and his/her(?) friends came out in tees and canvas. I bought 1 myself, which look like

It came in a sort-of pocket bag with a wonderkitten logo.

And also a mini booklet-liked thing (I have problem naming things I guess)
I like the illustration of this tee because it comes with a meaning:

And woohoo,the size fits me!
To see more wonderkitten illustration and products,click HERE.
Support 'ka ki lang' (orang sendiri) XD~

p/s:Lois can I get discount for my next buy? XD

One Bow-WOW, One Heart

[click on the poster to enlarge]

I'm currently spamming people's facebook with this event invitation =)
Those who haven't donate,come lah~
Those who had donated,also come lah~
Why?
Because kaven said so =X
XD nolah~ For the dogs la k? Please come? please please pleeaasee?
If cannot come, money come also can~ XD
nolah~ If cannot come, donate the ticket money for kids from orphanage to come.
Furry friends need your help!

For more information,click:
FFF website
On Star
Facebook

Human and dogs

I just came back from FFF and I can't wait to write about this.

Do you know Grace? One of the Pulau Ketam dogs that swam over from hell island and rescued by the rescue team? She's back in the farm now. Indeed she's more happy than she was. I cleaned up Pulau Ketam dogs area today and squeezed/water shoot/wood-sticked/swept a lot of dog poos.Somehow after we'd done everything and went to help up feeding the dogs, Grace got out from the cage. She didn't ran far from her cage. Instead, she was running and rolling on the glass happily while other Pulau Ketam dogs barked at her jealously. She was enjoying herself and asking me to play with her. How cute was that? Another volunteer told me that she wasn't dare to come out from cage and they have to carry her when she first came. Her soul has healed, but I wonder do she remember the trauma event that she went through before she's safely with us in FFF? If she has memory capacity like a human, will she be as forgiving as she is now? Unless he or she had amnesia disorder, a human would never forgive such traumatic event that other human being put him or her through.

Just now before I came back came, I went to a pet shop to buy some stuff for Milky. When I passed by some human on my way to cashier, I overhead a girl saying something like she's going to sell her golden retriever. I got a bit mad and uttered 'you bought it and you want to sell it?' before I walked away. Maybe I heard her wrongly or I misunderstood what she meant, but yeah, YOU THOUGHT DOGS ARE TOY OR PROPERTY AH? BUY AND SELL? HE/SHE IS A LIVING CREATURE! HE/SHE MAY BE JUST A DOG FOR YOU, BUT YOU ARE EVERYTHING FOR HIM/HER!

And I just got Milky spayed yesterday for the sake to avoid pregnancy. She's still moody moody and no appetite. She's so quiet and stable now that I'm worrying her personality will change after this. I do not really plan to spay her before this. Blame that blardy useless male dog that my housemate called him 'little tiger'.

Days at Furry Friends Farm

最近比较忙比较忙比较忙~忙什么呢？看下图~
Was rather busy recently,I mean really busy. Here's one of the stuff that I was busying on:
毛毛园=Furry Friends Farm

I'm not sure how to call this area,dogs that were saved from Pulau Selat Kering can be seen at the back.

This is one of the pen/pan. Count how many dogs were there in the pic~

Another pen/pan/compound. Happy strays ran freely here~

Few of the 'dai koh' 'dai jeh' that were allowed to 90% freedom

Can't remember his name,resting inside cabin~

This is lovable Cash,yes his name is Cash. Favourite of all time. See a line of scar on his jaw? According to Michelle (one of S.A.D. member), his ex-owner tied his jaw with rubberband for a long period of time until he was saved. Although he's a happy dog now,the scar remains.

Another handsome dog that I don't know his name.A manja one as well.

Cash and Dodo. Dodo is very very manja girl.

And this,is my Milky~not in FFF of course.我家有女初成长，she's a big grown up girl now~

What we did there? We moved tons of dog foods and rice, cleaned the place, bathed/walked/played/fed the dogs. Sounds easy right? When there were more than hundreds dogs waiting to be fed, you think it's easy? One day is enough tiring, imagine you have to do that everyday? Absolutely salute to Sabrina.

Each dogs on the Farm has their own story behind. Some of them had gone through life that we couldn't even imagine. These are the dogs that were abused, abandoned and saved. They deserve second chance to live.

Can't wait to visit FFF again next week.

update 2

Today supposedly should be the last day. Somehow we get a big project waiting for us next month. I need volunteers! Who's free on 12th-14th June?

Here's some picture of our materials. Don't have picture of me going around asking people for money because I didn't do that and no photographer for me. What I did was, went into classes, announced and explained, walked around in class and collected funds. What I found out was, the best time to collect fund was before a class start. People are free and got nothing to do, so they'll really pay attention to you. Plus social conformity and peer pressure, especially when the lecturer is supportive to the event, 3/4 of the class will donate.
Note: B.Psych lecturers are really nice! B.Psych students are kind also lah,haha~

Save a Dog, Save a Life!

Appreciation souvenir: Printed bookmark

Volunteer badge with our logo (I made one!)

Donation box and US 1 dollar that a foreign student donated
(I took it out and put in RM10 as exchange. US 1 dollar=RM10? XD)

And 小白卖血救狗~ 伟大到~~

Update

I'm feeling happy now~Don't ask me why,personal stuff~

Anyway,'Save a dog,save a life' project was not going so well after the first day. Didn't get much donation after the first day on Club and Society Day. Never mind,this week going to be full drive, collect as much money as we could. I'll hand over the money to Sabrina in FFF personally next Sunday as I'm going FFF together with Adrian and the team. Our objective had change and we are under Sabrina now. Instead of going over to Pulau Ketam, we'll go over to FFF once in every two weekend to help out in the farm.

Maybe boundary will help to solve our problem?
I've got the answer I want. No more headache.
Expect the least or the worst,do not expect the best,so you won't get too disappointed.

Save a dog,save a life

Sometimes when I look back,I can't understand how heaven on earth would I been together with someone like that. Imagine if she's still with me now? hmm...

Life comes with stages. Transition stage perhaps? When you're in this stage, you won't be the same like previous stage.

Anyway,the fund raising/donation drive/whatever-you-wanna-called-it is starting tomorrow. It will be just a short while start-up during Club and Society Day due to lack of volunteers availability on that day. We all have our own stuff to busy on. However,we are still able to come out with poster and bookmarks. Our theme will be 'Save a dog,save a life'. What it means is when you're saving a dog, you're saving a life. A dog's life is a life, and it matters. I was trying to upload the poster,but it's in PDF file =.='' I'll take a picture and show it here, if I'm free, XD~

Don't breed or buy while shelter animals die

Content of this post was copied and pasted with permission of Shoba from Remembering Sheena's blog.

A Letter from a Shelter Manager (forwarded to us by Yen):

I think our society needs a huge " Wake-up" call. As a shelter manager, I am going to share a little insight with you all. ..a view from the inside if you will.

First off, all of you breeders/sellers should be made to work in the "back" of an animal shelter for just one day.

Maybe if you saw the life drain from a few sad, lost, confused eyes, you would change your mind about breeding and selling to people you don't even know. That puppy you just sold will most likely end up in my shelter when it's not a cute little puppy anymore.

So how would you feel if you knew that there's about a > 90% chance that dog will never walk out of the shelter it is going to be dumped at? Purebred or not!

About 50% of all of the dogs that are "owner surrenders" or "strays" that come into my shelter are purebred dogs.

The most common excuses I hear are;

"We are moving and we can't take our dog (or cat).

" Really? Where are you moving to that doesn't allow pets and why did you choose that place instead of a pet friendly home?

Or they say "The dog got bigger than we thought it would".

How big did you think a German Shepherd would get?

"We don't have time for her". Really? I work a 10- 12 hour day and still have time for my 6 dogs!

"She's tearing up our yard". How about making her a part of your family?

They always tell me: "We just don't want to have to stress about finding a place for her we know she'll get adopted, she's a good dog."

Odds are your pet won't get adopted & how stressful do you think being in a shelter is? Well, let me tell you, your pet has 72 hours to find a new family from the moment
you drop it off. Sometimes a little longer if the shelter isn't full and your dog manages to stay completely healthy. If it sniffles, it dies.

Your pet will be confined to a small run/kennel in a room with about 25 other barking or crying animals. It will have to relieve itself where it eats and sleeps.

It will be depressed and it will cry constantly for the family that abandoned it.

If your pet is lucky, I will have enough volunteers in that day to take him/her for a walk. If I don't, your pet won't get any attention besides having a bowl of food slid under the kennel door and the waste sprayed out of its pen with a high-powered hose.

If your dog is big, black or any of the "Bully" breeds (pit bull, rottie, mastiff, etc) it was pretty much dead when you walked it through the front door. Those dogs just don't get adopted.

It doesn't matter how 'sweet' or 'well behaved' they are. If your dog doesn't get adopted within its 72 hours and the shelter is full, it will be destroyed.

If the shelter isn't full and your dog is good enough, and of a desirable enough breed it may get a stay of execution, but not for long.

Most dogs get very kennel protective after about a week and are destroyed for showing aggression. Even the sweetest dogs will turn in this environment.

If your pet makes it over all of those hurdles chances are it will get kennel cough or an upper respiratory infection and will be destroyed because shelters just don't have the funds to pay for even a $100 treatment.

Here's a little euthanasia 101 for those of you that have never witnessed a perfectly healthy, scared animal being "put-down"....

First, your pet will be taken from its kennel on a leash. They always look like they think they are going for a walk - happy, wagging their tails.

Until, they get to "The Room", every one of them freak out and put the brakes on when we get to the door. It must smell like death or they can feel the sad souls that are left in there, it's strange, but it happens with every one of them.

Your dog or cat will be restrained, held down by 1 or 2 vet techs depending on the size and how freaked out they are.

Then a euthanasia tech or a vet will start the process. They will find a vein in the front leg and inject a lethal dose of the "pink stuff".

Hopefully your pet doesn't panic from being restrained and jerk. I've seen the needles tear out of a leg and been covered with the resulting blood and been deafened by the yelps and screams.

They all don't just "go to sleep", sometimes they spasm for a while, gasp for air and defecate on themselves.

When it all ends, your pet's corpse will be stacked like firewood in a large freezer in the back with all of the other animals that were killed waiting to be picked up like garbage.

What happens next? Cremated? Taken to the dump? Rendered into pet food? You'll never know and it probably won't even cross your mind. It was just an animal and you can always buy another one, right?

I hope that those of you that have read this are bawling your eyes out and can't get the pictures out of your head I deal with everyday on the way home from work.

I hate my job, I hate that it exists & I hate that it will always be there unless you people make some changes and realize that the lives you are affecting go much further than the pets you dump at a shelter.

Between 9 and 11 MILLION animals die every year in shelters and only you can stop it. I do my best to save every life I can but rescues are always full, and there are more animals coming in everyday than there are homes.

My point to all of this: DON'T BREED OR BUY WHILE SHELTER PETS DIE!

Hate me if you want to. The truth hurts and reality is what it is.

I just hope I maybe changed one person's mind about breeding their dog, taking their loving pet to a shelter, or buying a dog.

I hope that someone will walk into my shelter and say "I saw this and it made me want to adopt." THAT WOULD MAKE IT WORTH IT!

DON'T BUY FROM PET SHOPS. ADOPT FROM AN ANIMAL SHELTER. CALL YEN IF YOU CAN PROVIDE A HOME FOR A RESCUED DOG OR CAT. CALL HER ALSO IF YOU WANT TO BOARD YOUR PETS. SHE HAS A GREAT PLACE AND THEY WON'T BE CAGED. THE INCOME SHE EARNS FROM BOARDING GOES INTO RESCUING AND REHOMING STRAYS. SO YOUR PETS HAVE A GREAT TIME WHILE YOU ARE AWAY AND IN THE PROCESS YOU ARE ALSO HELPING ABANDONED AND HOMELESS ANIMALS.YEN: 012 415 1524

Dogs Matter to Us

I'm happy. My initial plan for just a small donation drive in my college is going to be a big one with a strong force behind me.

When I asked Little V that if I'm going to organize a donation event would she help me, she brought in my gang. These are people with strong leadership and they have plenty of experience in organizing events. Steph and Wei Choon, I appreciate that~ I need more volunteers~ B.Psychers here,what says you? XD

Yes this will be a donation drive for the Dog Rescue Mission about Pulau Ketam dogs. The funds will go to Sabrina Yeap's FFF (Furry Friends Farm) as her farm use no euthesize on dogs and she's keeping most of the rescue dogs in her farms temporarily. SPCA had have enough fund for the operation as they are internationally recognized organization. Public will mostly donate to SPCA, but not FFF.

Anyone wants to donate? Here's the detail (copy and paste from TV Smith's page) :

To contribute or help, e-mail TV Smith at tvsmith@mycen.com.my or Sabrina Yeap at yeapwen@yahoo.com

Update:

Furry Friends Farm
CIMB 1457-000-1182-05-6 (Current Account)
*For online interbank transfer, if it prompts for Recipient ID/Business Reg: Just type in 5766

Contributors from abroad (and Malaysia) can also:

Send by PayPal to tvsmith@gmail.com

Please retain transaction record / slip for verification and audit purposes.

Update:

For info or enquiries:
The Rescue Mission Secretariat at +6012 378 3730 (Janet) or +6012 320 8090 (Zalina)
The Sec's E-mail is dogrescue.pk@gmail.com (see updates page for info)

Fellow bloggers, you can also help by embedding the appeal poster above to your blog and linking to http://www.mycen.com.my/rescue

We are aware it is a monumental task and appreciate all forms of support, assistance, suggestions, encouragement and your prayers.

TV Smith

3rd May 2009

Hope that I'll get approval for everything soon and start the donation as soon as possible (like next week?)

Pulau Ketam Day 1

Yes I went to Pulau Ketam today. For what? To survey the island and to prepare next trip to save dogs from the island.

Photos from today's trip, shoot by a freelance photojournalist with a 8k professional DSLR Canon don't know which version camera.
http://joyce-tedoen.com/recon-trip-1-several-down-several-more-to-go/

'To say one own as dog lover, must have some action to prove it,and now is the time to start'

Instead of kacau the work of those professional animals right activists doing their work on saving dogs from the inhabitable islands, I'm joining a volunteering work of getting the stray dogs out of Pulau Ketam before the head of village have no choice but call the Manipal folks to get rid of the dogs. Mind you, some of the press might projected the villagers as crual or inhuman, but for me, they are just traditional chinese village folks. They're friendly and united among themselves. They put their bikes everywhere without having to worry they won't see their bikes after they come out from a shop. It's a peaceful village. No they don't hate dogs, they were worry what will we do to the dogs after we get the dogs. They don't want the dogs to die, but they just don't know that the islands that they put the dogs are so lifeless, or they forgot that the dogs have lost the ability to survive by their own.

The task we're going to do is not easy,I don't know how we're going to do it, or how will it works out. But I'm serious in this.

Rescue mission ON

Sorry folks,I'll delay pics and writing on Redang trip. I'm currently into this:

In case you didn't get any news about this matter, click HERE and HERE.
For full coverage of news on this, click HERE.

To summarize, Pulau Ketam folks trapped more than 300 stray dogs of the pulau and shipped them to another inhabitable and isolated islands, Pulau Tengah and Pulau Selat Kering. Now these dogs are starving to death on the islands. Rescue mission is carrying out by SPCA and Furry Friends Farm to get the dogs back to mainland. Some critiqued the Pulau Ketam villagers inhuman act,while some critiqued the rescue mission for wasting money to save dogs.

In my opinion, Pulau Ketam recidents complained to Majlis Perbandaran that stray dogs problem was getting serious but they don't want Majlis Perbandaran people shot down the strays, so someone came out with the idea that transport all the stray dogs in the town to another island. Stray dogs problem solved, and they think the dogs are survivor,can live without food and fresh water on the inhabitable island. People don't want the dogs to be shot dead, so they spent money and energy to trapped and transfered hundreds of stray dogs to another island. This is act of goodness. But I think they forgot that dogs, that had became domestic animal since few thousand years ago, had lost their wildness because they were too close to human and were dependent on human on survival. None of the dogs were born without having contact with human in their whole life. They won't be able to survive without human around.

As another saying that why waste the effort and money to save the dog, a life is a life, let it be animal or human. More over, dogs are creatures that are emotional, just like human. And yes, I'm a dog lover. And it's time to have make some contribution if I'm to say I'm a dog lover. I'm planning to organize a fund raising for the rescue mission in my collage, with few friends helping out. Just a small event, to collect as much money as we could, and help to save as many dogs as we could from the island. I just sent out an email to get approval from the Head of Department. Hope to get a reply soon. Also, I contacted someone from a forum that is trying to form a group to collaborate and help out the rescue mission. It's time for devotion.

voiceless voice

If you do not know, kaven have a soft spot for animals. Especially dogs.

I'd always wanted to do something, to help the stray or homeless animals, but being financially dependent still, there's very limit I can do. At least I saved one life from being homeless,my Milky. Although sometimes I wonder would she be happier if I didn't took her away from her family? Hmm....that's a little story behind.

She was found a the backdoor of my friend's house,together with another three puppies. She called me to ask me what to do with the puppies and would it be ok to send them to SPCA as she knows SPCA will 'put them into sleep' if nobody adopt them in certain days. Well I just said I can take one of the pup in, as I was too 'dog-sick'. So they sponsered me some dog stuffs，then we went to see the pups. The pups looked healthy except serious ticks and skin problems. While we standing there waiting for my decision on which pup to take, a couple of India siblings came over and said they were their pups and they're taking them back. Their grandfather thrown the pups there b'cause he hates dogs. The Indian girl was wearing that she'll kill her grandpa if he thrown the pups again. Yea obviously she's a dog lover too,who would swear to kill their grandpa for dogs right? Haha~ Anyway,we told her I was about to take the dog b'cause we thought the pups were abandoned. She said I could take them if I want. So the pups homeless issue was solved, it just about whether I still wanna take a pup with me or not. Since we already bought dog food and shampoo and all that,so yeah,so here's Milky,the skinniest among the pups at that time.

Milky(top left) with her siblings

Left:How I brought Milky back--in my cloths washing 'baldi' i forgot the English word.
Right:First few days at home. Simple adorable and cute~

Ok I'm really of the topic. What I really want to say is this:

Sigh...Malaysia Government would do nothing on this until someone like Obama take the PM post.
So, what we can do now is....curse those animal abusers! Also those reckless drivers that ranover animals and did nothing about it!!

Ok the more practical one is, volunteer or donate to NGO animal protection group.
Or just being nice to stray dogs or cats =） Like xiao ming mei mei let stray puppies slept on her foot in restaurant without complain~~
and report any abuse on animals to those groups like SPCA. Abused animal can't speak, but you can! So speak for the voiceless!

Promoting

The topic started from I said I cut hair,and few people from my class said I looked '帅' with new haircut. Then somehow HAIR related HL to CHRIS LEE!


Ok doesn't look much alike in those pics,but actually is much more alike when you see the MILK in person.
If you notice the similar characteristic:
-big head,lion hair,height,long thin hands and legs,small eyes lah~~~
HL=CHRIS LEE~wakakaka~
When I first met this HL,I can't help myself from smiling and shouting out 'LEE YU CHUN~'

OK,this entry is purely for entertainment.
And yes,few people said I 'lengzai' today,because of my new short hair.
I LIKE MY NEW SHORT HAIR~~~

p/s:
Chris Lee's new style:

I don't know what's her personal fashion stylist thinking. They're trying to make her look like a 'pondan' and '人妖' while they think she looks pretty in those dresses.
Poor Chris Lee~
HL quote this from somewhere:
女人是水做的，男人是泥做的，而李宇春，是水泥做的~
Perfect description and combination~

Recommendation

今天，我要推荐两样东西。第一样：
Today,I want to recommend two things.First:
《恋上我的情敌》
It's a Chinese online novel,those who can't understand Chinese,don't bother to click XD But I'll do something good--TRANSLATE THE MORAL OF THE STORY~WAHAHAHHAH~It's an unfinished story,due to some circumstances,the author didn't have the chance to finish it. The moral of the story is:'live everyday like there's no other day,cherish whatever you have in hand,tell out whatever you have in mind.'
作者幽默直接豪爽的风格，会让人忍不住哈哈大笑。故事没有很长，也是由其他地方转载的，我懒得找出原帖，所以直接连接这个吧。故事怎样的就不透露了哈，总之就是感慨感叹感恩~

第二样：
Second:

《花吃了那个女孩》
花怎样吃了女孩呢？我不知道，表问我，问编剧或者导演去~
帅女生跟漂亮女生接吻，多么的美妙的美景~
吴恩琪变吴立琪liao，可是还是一样帅气~
'Candy Rain',very much different from the Chinese title,but one thing still the same--weird title.
Nice kissing scene,don't you agree so?XD~
Niki Wu Niki Wu~~
Must watch~~

p/s:I want a nice body shape like Shane >,<

taiwan super idol

本来想在YouTube找一下潘美辰的‘我可以为你挡死’，有点老派好我知道，可是潘美辰很型一下，就曾经看过她上娱乐新闻时表演单手伏地挺身，帅到~不要说她像周杰伦，明明就是周杰伦像她。
结果给我找到这个，超级偶像的江明娟。这个初赛的造型可以ignore它，可是声音不错，满像潘美辰。看一下歌词，很感性的一首歌。

到后来变成这个：

然后看到一个吓我一跳的：

还我差点看走眼~不是圈内人的我说一下，她是女生。张芸京，就是哭腔太多，有点假，还是可以不错，自己人，支持一下~

fresh voice in YouTube

YouTube is a good place to click around,especially when you're bored and wanting to see or hear something new.
This is what i found out!

KokoKaina from MALAYSIA!
Yes! and she wrote her own song and put them on youtube. She got a lovely voice,a little bit like Michell Branch with a little jazz feeling. Check her out more on youtube!

Then,I click around and then found out this guy!

David Choi, a singer, song writer and producer. Check out his own songs produced in studio in his myspace.


And this is Chloe Temtchine,one of the singer that produced by David Choi. Her voice in youtube are not that clear,in her myspace is a lot more better,studio version!

不安全

我对男生的不安全感，有很多的原因。

Freud的penis envious，不是荒唐之论。
我记得有一个表姐小时候小便都是站着的。而我也搞不懂，为什么男生小便可以地站着，而女生却要蹲着那么不公平。

我们是T，再怎么装也都还不是男生，跟男生比起来，很难不会感觉到inferior，就算努力得再多，无奈的，我们还是给不到某些东西。（确实悲观了，可确实是历史证实加上亲身经历。这条路，很多人走了，却能够幸福后半辈子的没有很多人）
普通女生很难了解我们的不安和无奈，就算是所爱的人......
如果彼此是相爱的话，却只因为不是男生而被逼分开......
‘如果你是男生，我一定会喜欢你’。这句话，早在n年前就有人对我说过......
我很想说‘因为爱我而爱我，请不要因为我不是而不爱我。’
当然，就算两人互相肯定了，还有外来的压力，因为我们，不是主流。不说不正常，因为所谓的不正常是由谁或什么来定义？
还没能确定的年龄，总是分分合合，还有何时才能真正独立自主，掌控自己的生活？

不要拿我跟男生作比较，我还是女生，我的穿着打扮言行举止只因为自己舒服，我还有着女生的敏感和感性。
也不要问我如果有一天你喜欢上男生我会怎么办，如果你知道那句话有多刺痛的话，你不会问。
以上的，我替T说些内心话。

我对男生，是偏见，还是妒嫉，我不知道，都有吧。
我是T,或许不会一辈子是。但目前很多男生让我瞧不起与恶心。

business?anyone?

Ah jie's so stressed up now, and i felt sorry for not being able to help, so i think i can help her to spread word about this ;)
Basically,it's and event that held by UKM's AIESEC which happened to be my beloved anne jie's club, and she's the EXECUTIVE of PUBLICITY & COMMUNICATION of the event,big deal right?
Those who're interest in starting business or entrepreneurship can take a look on ah jie's blog with more detail~