A very good friend will make you feel better when you're weak,
and never use your weakness against you. :)
You see, that's why I love ah jie so much,
and I'm sorry for unable to come up with a perfect project that can helps you to cover up your plan.
Too much Project Management lah~XD
'Emotion is part of you,but emotion is not you.'
Mr Franklyn said that yesterday,in our Leadership and Life Skill class. We were talking about Emotional Intelligence. How well you can control your emotion? I'm not very good at it, I'll put what I feel on my face, which makes me behave like a kid during the emotional control breakdown moment. A fragile heart needs to be taken care of? I don't like who I am now. But I'll try to fix it.
Thursday, May 29, 2008
Saturday, May 24, 2008
this coming July
快快去睡觉~
然后一天又过了,很快就会是七月了~
ish careersense不认我是b.psych student,
哼~
我不要做intern了~
我说，我要回去当老师~XD
我讲罢了~
NATO(No Action,Talk Only)~
然后一天又过了,很快就会是七月了~
ish careersense不认我是b.psych student,
哼~
我不要做intern了~
我说，我要回去当老师~XD
我讲罢了~
NATO(No Action,Talk Only)~
Sunday, May 18, 2008
Your call-Secondhand Serenade
Waiting for your call, I'm sick, call I'm angry
call I'm desperate for your voice
Listening to the song we used to sing
In the car, do you remember
Butterfly, Early Summer
It's playing on repeat, Just like when we would meet
Like when we would meet
I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight
Stripped and polished, I am new, I am fresh
I am feeling so ambitious, you and me, flesh to flesh
Cause every breath that you will take
when you are sitting next to me
will bring life into my deepest hopes, What's your fantasy?
(What's your, what's your...)
I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight
And I'm tired of being all alone, and this solitary moment makes me want to come back home
x4
(I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have)
I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight
I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight
(I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have)
call I'm desperate for your voice
Listening to the song we used to sing
In the car, do you remember
Butterfly, Early Summer
It's playing on repeat, Just like when we would meet
Like when we would meet
I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight
Stripped and polished, I am new, I am fresh
I am feeling so ambitious, you and me, flesh to flesh
Cause every breath that you will take
when you are sitting next to me
will bring life into my deepest hopes, What's your fantasy?
(What's your, what's your...)
I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight
And I'm tired of being all alone, and this solitary moment makes me want to come back home
x4
(I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have)
I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight
I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight
(I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have)
You'll know when you like somebody,don't you?
You'll know when you want to be with somebody,don't you?
My heart is not empty anymore,too bad.
Uncertainties is tiring,but I'll wait if there is opportunity.
You'll know when you want to be with somebody,don't you?
My heart is not empty anymore,too bad.
Uncertainties is tiring,but I'll wait if there is opportunity.
Friday, May 16, 2008
就让我偏激
Grrrrrr......what now?
I hate not knowing what will happen next. I got myself into this shit,so no complain.
我们输在我们是同性....
We lose because one of us don't have penis，wth....
We can't bring them home,to meet the parents...
We afraid of the future even before we get together...
We worried too much,much more than what normal people couldn't imagine,so they won't understand our pain.
就因为我们是同性.....
我们妒嫉，那种可以在阳光低下公开承认关系的情侣。
撇开性别不说，我们哪点输给男生？呸！我不爽！狗屁男生！
偏激的晚
I hate not knowing what will happen next. I got myself into this shit,so no complain.
我们输在我们是同性....
We lose because one of us don't have penis，wth....
We can't bring them home,to meet the parents...
We afraid of the future even before we get together...
We worried too much,much more than what normal people couldn't imagine,so they won't understand our pain.
就因为我们是同性.....
我们妒嫉，那种可以在阳光低下公开承认关系的情侣。
撇开性别不说，我们哪点输给男生？呸！我不爽！狗屁男生！
偏激的晚
Wednesday, May 14, 2008
上课咯
还活在过去的思念里的人应该醒来了啦,活该被我骂到，很难得的咯~
双鱼座是不是累了心情就会变糟糕，然后脾气就会变坏，脸色就会变黑？
我要抱怨的是，这个semester,就是赶赶赶。
两个看似不同却又相同的subjects，读起来不是leadership就是management。考试时有极大可能答对答案可是写错考试纸。
话说lecturer要我们下个月尾举办一个charity concert,group project。
一听到分组就觉得累，懒得交际。好，看来我的自闭症还有在。
其实也没有很累啦，可是就是我要睡觉！两晚都1点之前就躺在床上，神奇吗？晚安！
=人回来了，好像多带了一样叫做思念的东西回来。=
双鱼座是不是累了心情就会变糟糕，然后脾气就会变坏，脸色就会变黑？
我要抱怨的是，这个semester,就是赶赶赶。
两个看似不同却又相同的subjects，读起来不是leadership就是management。考试时有极大可能答对答案可是写错考试纸。
话说lecturer要我们下个月尾举办一个charity concert,group project。
一听到分组就觉得累，懒得交际。好，看来我的自闭症还有在。
其实也没有很累啦，可是就是我要睡觉！两晚都1点之前就躺在床上，神奇吗？晚安！
=人回来了，好像多带了一样叫做思念的东西回来。=
Monday, May 12, 2008
Time After Time
I like this song since I heard it on a Japanese drama which I forgotten which drama,in Japanese version.
The original music video by Cindy Lauper version's embedded code was disabled,so I replace it with this~
Sarah McLachlan & Cindy Lauper - Time after Time
This is another version,covered by Eva Cassidy,which is touchy and nice~
The original music video by Cindy Lauper version's embedded code was disabled,so I replace it with this~
Sarah McLachlan & Cindy Lauper - Time after Time
This is another version,covered by Eva Cassidy,which is touchy and nice~
Lying in my bed I hear the clock tick,
and think of you
caught up in circles confusion--
is nothing new
Flashback--warm nights--
almost left behind
suitcases of memories,
time after--
sometimes you picture me--
I'm walking too far ahead
you're calling to me, I can't hear
what you've said--
Then you say--go slow--
I fall behind--
the second hand unwinds
chorus:
if you're lost you can look--and you will find me
time after time
if you fall I will catch you--I'll be waiting
time after time
after my picture fades and darkness has
turned to gray
watching through windows--you're wondering
if I'm OK
secrets stolen from deep inside
the drum beats out of time--
chorus:
if you're lost...
you said go slow--
I fall behind
the second hand unwinds--
chorus:
if you're lost...
...time after time
time after time
time after time
time after time
and think of you
caught up in circles confusion--
is nothing new
Flashback--warm nights--
almost left behind
suitcases of memories,
time after--
sometimes you picture me--
I'm walking too far ahead
you're calling to me, I can't hear
what you've said--
Then you say--go slow--
I fall behind--
the second hand unwinds
chorus:
if you're lost you can look--and you will find me
time after time
if you fall I will catch you--I'll be waiting
time after time
after my picture fades and darkness has
turned to gray
watching through windows--you're wondering
if I'm OK
secrets stolen from deep inside
the drum beats out of time--
chorus:
if you're lost...
you said go slow--
I fall behind
the second hand unwinds--
chorus:
if you're lost...
...time after time
time after time
time after time
time after time
Sunday, May 11, 2008
ANIZO again!
ANIZO 9th series!Here they are!
Front view
Back view
Front view of 'ゲ-マ-' which means..I don't know..hehehe
back view of 'ゲ-マ-'
It's like a game control with 2 buttons
Front view of '王子', the Prince:
It's half transparent blue colour~
Back view of the 'Prince':
See,there's a crown at the head~
Now I got 3 ANIZOs~
Suppose to be 4 right? One of them is with Karen ^^
Front view
Back view
Front view of 'ゲ-マ-' which means..I don't know..hehehe
back view of 'ゲ-マ-'It's like a game control with 2 buttons
Front view of '王子', the Prince:It's half transparent blue colour~
Back view of the 'Prince':See,there's a crown at the head~
Now I got 3 ANIZOs~
Suppose to be 4 right? One of them is with Karen ^^
拉扯
前进一步，后退半步，小心翼翼的，走入陷阱。
心情明显的有了低落，几天了，还能有什么原因？
只不过是心里不再寂寞，开始了起了拔河游戏。
你说，我怕得有道理吗？
嗯，我觉得有。
怕把心交了出去，
又遍体鳞伤的被丢回来。
这是我的故事，你懂吗？
我想太多，是想太多了吧，你告诉我我是不是想太多？
真糊涂，还是假糊涂？
我也应该糊涂的，对不起。
你说的决不会，我记得了。
谢谢你给我信心，^^
心情明显的有了低落，几天了，还能有什么原因？
只不过是心里不再寂寞，开始了起了拔河游戏。
你说，我怕得有道理吗？
嗯，我觉得有。
怕把心交了出去，
又遍体鳞伤的被丢回来。
这是我的故事，你懂吗？
我想太多，是想太多了吧，你告诉我我是不是想太多？
真糊涂，还是假糊涂？
我也应该糊涂的，对不起。
你说的决不会，我记得了。
谢谢你给我信心，^^
Saturday, May 10, 2008
Emo
When you're having bad mood or emo,
whatever songs that you listened would just make your mood worse.
Especially if there's people having sweet talk with their partner in the same room with you.
Self-pity. De-motivated.
Garh......
whatever songs that you listened would just make your mood worse.
Especially if there's people having sweet talk with their partner in the same room with you.
Self-pity. De-motivated.
Garh......
Friday, May 9, 2008
劲爆的一夜
时隔一年后真相大白，果然.......
女人的话真的不可信，尤其是大过你的女人.......
我气晕.......荒唐荒唐！
好啦，当时已知道，不说明还好，骗我就真的.....！
好晕......真是莫名其妙.......纳闷......
天......绕了一圈了，原来都是认识的.....
怎么就那么神奇呢？
妙到.....神到.......
唉.....最荒唐最大的坦白.....而且还是一年前的事件......
无言.......
人家倒好，心情变好了，拍拍屁股走人睡觉去。
而我咧，三更半夜坐过山车，上上下下，冷汗冒尽，吐血晕倒无数次。
本来是安慰人家的，结果.........叫我怎么睡了呢现在？？
女人的话真的不可信，尤其是大过你的女人.......
我气晕.......荒唐荒唐！
好啦，当时已知道，不说明还好，骗我就真的.....！
好晕......真是莫名其妙.......纳闷......
天......绕了一圈了，原来都是认识的.....
怎么就那么神奇呢？
妙到.....神到.......
唉.....最荒唐最大的坦白.....而且还是一年前的事件......
无言.......
人家倒好，心情变好了，拍拍屁股走人睡觉去。
而我咧，三更半夜坐过山车，上上下下，冷汗冒尽，吐血晕倒无数次。
本来是安慰人家的，结果.........叫我怎么睡了呢现在？？
乱
幻想破灭太多次，就会不敢再去追求梦想。
不是不再渴望，而是害怕结局。
我想我是成长了。
‘Why don't just give it a try?’
我不敢。
在还没确定的情况下，我怕。
小时候，我们跌倒，爬起来，再跌到，再爬起来，终于学会了走路。
我们大胆的爬树，玩火，骑脚踏车乱乱跑。
初生之犊不怕虎，不懂什么是危险，不知道死亡，痛过了就会没事，再来。
越长大，就越活得小心翼翼。
爱情，
应该是在两人都不知情的私底下偷偷滋长，
还是在两人细心的灌溉下才发芽出土？
不是不再渴望，而是害怕结局。
我想我是成长了。
‘Why don't just give it a try?’
我不敢。
在还没确定的情况下，我怕。
小时候，我们跌倒，爬起来，再跌到，再爬起来，终于学会了走路。
我们大胆的爬树，玩火，骑脚踏车乱乱跑。
初生之犊不怕虎，不懂什么是危险，不知道死亡，痛过了就会没事，再来。
越长大，就越活得小心翼翼。
爱情，
应该是在两人都不知情的私底下偷偷滋长，
还是在两人细心的灌溉下才发芽出土？
Wednesday, May 7, 2008
回到/来到？
又回到大城市了，回到学生生活。
在这里已经呆了一年多，也早已习惯了这里的一切。只是早上还在hometown，下午已经在大城市的感觉还是有些差别，是需要一些时间适应过来。
这几天就是衰，总是有些不好的事情发生，哭笑不得的事，还得怪自己。
我害怕了......
经验告诉我不会有好结局,直觉告诉我这不是我想要的，理智告诉我要不得。
头脑、心脏在打战，希望理智能胜过欲望。
蚂蚁兵团重现江湖~有点懒惰消灭它们了~
在这里已经呆了一年多，也早已习惯了这里的一切。只是早上还在hometown，下午已经在大城市的感觉还是有些差别，是需要一些时间适应过来。
这几天就是衰，总是有些不好的事情发生，哭笑不得的事，还得怪自己。
我害怕了......
经验告诉我不会有好结局,直觉告诉我这不是我想要的，理智告诉我要不得。
头脑、心脏在打战，希望理智能胜过欲望。
蚂蚁兵团重现江湖~有点懒惰消灭它们了~
Sunday, May 4, 2008
car
I made a mistake today. BIG mistake. My fault. T.T....
I said I'd prefer my dear Nouvo S.
You see, a small little collision cost rm800....
OK it's not small collision.....
#%!##$!##!@#$
WHY THE HELL NOTHING HAPPEN TO THOSE RECKLESS DRIVERS OR THOSE RULES IGNORER ON THE ROAD?!UNFAIR LOR!
Ok I swear I'll be extra super careful next time....T.T....
Really 'long piak' lor...'jialat' lor...
I said I'd prefer my dear Nouvo S.
You see, a small little collision cost rm800....
OK it's not small collision.....
#%!##$!##!@#$
WHY THE HELL NOTHING HAPPEN TO THOSE RECKLESS DRIVERS OR THOSE RULES IGNORER ON THE ROAD?!UNFAIR LOR!
Ok I swear I'll be extra super careful next time....T.T....
Really 'long piak' lor...'jialat' lor...
何苦
人总是败给自己的情绪，在情绪的控制下说出不该说的话，或许当下说出来的话再狠再毒，自己也不知道为什么要说出那种话，过后造成挽回不了的局面。愤怒、伤心、失望，希望透过语言发泄出来，让对方知道自己的感受。
我也试过与曾经相爱人的恶言相对互相伤害，当下我心里也在想‘何苦呢’，却真的是无可奈何。
课本上说过吵架的时候最好就是离开现场，让大家冷静下来，以免越吵越凶让情况恶劣到无可挽回的地步。这个道理很对，只是能够做到的除非你真的能够保持冷静或者那段感情对你很重要。
我，吐血来了。
我也试过与曾经相爱人的恶言相对互相伤害，当下我心里也在想‘何苦呢’，却真的是无可奈何。
课本上说过吵架的时候最好就是离开现场，让大家冷静下来，以免越吵越凶让情况恶劣到无可挽回的地步。这个道理很对，只是能够做到的除非你真的能够保持冷静或者那段感情对你很重要。
我，吐血来了。
Tuesday, April 29, 2008
Prisoner of love
Prisoner of Love by Utada Hikaru,theme song of Last Friends. Combination of Last Friends opening and incomplete MV of the song.
Monday, April 28, 2008
sleepless night
Reading too much will make you feel like writing one yourself. Yeah, a vague storyline shaped in my head,but I won't write it,no i don't think I'm ready for it yet.
A murderer would never understand what did the victim felt. The pain,the struggle,the powerless, when the murderer took the last breath out of her. Only the victims know how it feels like.
A murderer would never understand the victim,unless she becomes a victim herself.
Have you watch 'Boys don't cry'? Victim and murders. A murderer ain't to be in human form.
I thought I'm fully recovered. No I'm not,the new scar still hurt when i tear off the plaster. And I know I'll be fine,as long as I left the wound untouched.
A murderer would never understand what did the victim felt. The pain,the struggle,the powerless, when the murderer took the last breath out of her. Only the victims know how it feels like.
A murderer would never understand the victim,unless she becomes a victim herself.
Have you watch 'Boys don't cry'? Victim and murders. A murderer ain't to be in human form.
I thought I'm fully recovered. No I'm not,the new scar still hurt when i tear off the plaster. And I know I'll be fine,as long as I left the wound untouched.
Friday, April 25, 2008
网说
曾经，我也因为作了一个关于出柜的梦，吓得哭着醒来。
出柜，对大多数的‘自己人’来说，都是一个恶梦。我们或许承受得起外界的压力，不在乎别人的眼光，可是对于家里的父母，就是没办法坦诚。由古至今，很多对恩爱的到最后因为得不到家里的谅解不得已不能在一起。而在恋爱过程中也是要战战兢兢，为见对方一面还得要费尽心思来骗造谎言，一篇又一篇，累。
谈恋爱本来就累，男女、男男或女女。一样会有情侣间会有的问题存在，一样会有两个人生活上的问题存在，只是或许我们会遇到比较多阻碍，比较多困难。
看乔爷写的文，总会产生共鸣。乔爷，就是我link那个写文达人——乔拉。
看网上小说断断续续看了两年，第一篇看的是《蓝山》，结果迷上了网说，也迷上咖啡。当然，不是普通小说，是‘自己人’的小说。一开始是在论坛看的，后来跟帖跟到中国的天涯网站里面的一路同行。
另一篇印象深刻的就是ｌｉｎｋ里我的偶像——ｘｙqw的《爱在泉城一》，《爱在泉城二》。还有其他在一路同行里的故事，不过不是很记得了。乔爷是我从天涯追踪到她个人部落格，然后再追踪到她的文集。她写的文都很有趣，每个故事的主角偶尔还会穿插到其他故事里去客串一下，而且文中的ｔ尽诉说了ｔ的心声，虽然现实中的ｔ没有那么幸福。
这算是看别人的爱情故事来填饱自己空虚的心灵吗？其实看着别人的爱情圆满，自己也会很满足，真的。
奇怪的是，每个小说里的主人翁ｔ都是差不多１７０ｃｍ的高度．．．我那个纳闷啊～～
我不介意等待，只希望你会是我寻找中的另一半灵魂。
出柜，对大多数的‘自己人’来说，都是一个恶梦。我们或许承受得起外界的压力，不在乎别人的眼光，可是对于家里的父母，就是没办法坦诚。由古至今，很多对恩爱的到最后因为得不到家里的谅解不得已不能在一起。而在恋爱过程中也是要战战兢兢，为见对方一面还得要费尽心思来骗造谎言，一篇又一篇，累。
谈恋爱本来就累，男女、男男或女女。一样会有情侣间会有的问题存在，一样会有两个人生活上的问题存在，只是或许我们会遇到比较多阻碍，比较多困难。
看乔爷写的文，总会产生共鸣。乔爷，就是我link那个写文达人——乔拉。
看网上小说断断续续看了两年，第一篇看的是《蓝山》，结果迷上了网说，也迷上咖啡。当然，不是普通小说，是‘自己人’的小说。一开始是在论坛看的，后来跟帖跟到中国的天涯网站里面的一路同行。
另一篇印象深刻的就是ｌｉｎｋ里我的偶像——ｘｙqw的《爱在泉城一》，《爱在泉城二》。还有其他在一路同行里的故事，不过不是很记得了。乔爷是我从天涯追踪到她个人部落格，然后再追踪到她的文集。她写的文都很有趣，每个故事的主角偶尔还会穿插到其他故事里去客串一下，而且文中的ｔ尽诉说了ｔ的心声，虽然现实中的ｔ没有那么幸福。
这算是看别人的爱情故事来填饱自己空虚的心灵吗？其实看着别人的爱情圆满，自己也会很满足，真的。
奇怪的是，每个小说里的主人翁ｔ都是差不多１７０ｃｍ的高度．．．我那个纳闷啊～～
我不介意等待，只希望你会是我寻找中的另一半灵魂。
Friday, April 18, 2008
过眼云烟
不要谈什么分离
我不会因为这样而哭泣
那只是昨夜的一场梦而已
不要说愿不愿意
我不会因为这样而在意
那只是昨夜的一场游戏
那只是一场游戏一场梦
虽然你影子还出现我眼里
在我的歌声中早已没有你
那只是一场游戏一场梦
不要把残缺的爱留在这里
在俩个人的世界里不该有你
oh.为什么道别离 说什么在一起
为什么道别离 说什么在一起
如今虽然没有你 我还是我自己
说什么此情永不愈
说什么我爱你
如今依然没有你 我还是我自己
我不会因为这样而哭泣
那只是昨夜的一场梦而已
不要说愿不愿意
我不会因为这样而在意
那只是昨夜的一场游戏
那只是一场游戏一场梦
虽然你影子还出现我眼里
在我的歌声中早已没有你
那只是一场游戏一场梦
不要把残缺的爱留在这里
在俩个人的世界里不该有你
oh.为什么道别离 说什么在一起
为什么道别离 说什么在一起
如今虽然没有你 我还是我自己
说什么此情永不愈
说什么我爱你
如今依然没有你 我还是我自己
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