Sunday, August 16, 2009

请原谅我的直接。
对某些我不爽的人事物,
我可以很幼稚。
如何幼稚?
例如做出些破坏性的小动作。
嘿。

我不会戴面具。
像个小孩,
所以我EQ不高。

I'm not straight.
I'm just straight-forward.

Friday, August 14, 2009

故事

“我喜欢看别人的故事,
因为可以让我忘记我自己的故事。”

我喜欢看别人在网上写的故事,
我会看得很投入,
不吃不喝不寝不拉,
因为不想中断脑海里构成的故事情景。
从看《蓝山》开始。

一个人时,只有看文消磨时间。
就像最近,又开始了。
来取代一种叫做“思念”的病。

xx:"one night how to telan 4books?!"
kv:" burn and drink suan le"
xx" enlo enlo"
kv:" yeah~i telan novel,u telan book lah"

Monday, August 10, 2009

Furry friends of mine

After few emo posts,here are something that never fail to cheer me up.
These furry friends of mine~

Nap time in FFF:

Introducing, SuperBoy~ Superman style Ah Boy~

Sweeting imagining she can stop a car

Nap time after lunch!5 pups that finished up 4 big bowls of rice!

See the balloon stomach!

This three legged little fella very assertive and high-spirit!

This is Pussy,a Golden Retriever. Rose's previous house owner's dog

This is Milky still under influenced of drug.Notice the waterish eyes~

This is known as My Doggie that happily rest on top of my head =)

Saturday, August 8, 2009

hatred

I hate this damn social structure called 'family', that breaks apart many good couple of us.
I damn hate this so called 'social', that look at us differently.
I damn hate this 'society', that took our happiness away.
I damn hate this so called 'reality', that tell us what's good for majority is good for us. Or what makes our parents happy is what we should do.
I damn hate this so called 'male', that have every rights to marry someone we love, and we can't do anything about it.
I damn hate everything. Yeah, almost everything, right now.

Thursday, August 6, 2009

average

I never get really good in anything.
Sports, my study, my relationship, even my own look? Just average.
Never really success.
I may be able to pick things up fast,
but never excel in it.
Yes I didn't work really hard for it, i just have to accept that.
And yes, there are always someone who are better than me, I have to accept it too.
Such is life.

Just a whining release.

Tuesday, August 4, 2009

Me,motorcyclist in KL

What I hate most on KL roads:

1. Line cutters, especially without signal. I just hate them. LINE CUTTERS ARE SUCKERS!
2. Speedy. Showing off their car power and coming out of nowhere.
3. Uncles/ aunties drivers. When they drive too slow. Yet one stupid uncle almost knock me down when he speed off when the traffic light turned green.
4. Big vehicles. They just ignore smaller vehicles like motorcyclist.
5. Malay/Indian motorcyclist. I'm not trying to be racist or bias, but it is common to see them cut here and there dangerously in between cars. Not only young Malay or Indian, even Malay uncles and Indian uncles does that.
7. Turning without signal. It's dangerous to motorcyclist you know?!
8. Cars that get too near me from the back. I'll get panic and I'll give way anyway. Yet feeling panic is not a good feeling.

Why can't people just drive properly and carefully?
Don't they know everyone is actually rushing like them when they cut lines?
Don't they know they're threatening thousands of life that they encountered on the road when they drive like this and that?

I believe if I'm not a careful motorcyclist, I would be dead by now.

Judgement

Sometimes, we judged too fast. Without knowing the inner stories and the true meaning of the words.

A team is at best when nobody is judging anybody. Misunderstanding and miscommunication happen all the time, especially in a group that you don't know each other much.

Somehow, you'll still have to judge a person whether he or she is trustworthy or not. Failing in these judgment might lead to unimaginable consequences such as life and death.

I do not agree on putting words into another person's action. Human behavior is much more complicated than what can be seen on the surface. What's hidden beneath? We do not know. We might mistook a bad guy as a good one and a good guy as a bad one. Listening to both sides of stories may lead to even more confusion. Who is telling the truth? Who have hidden agenda?

So, I don't take side. I just don't like conflict.

To judge, or not to judge. That's the question.

Monday, August 3, 2009

welcome to the world

Recently been able to come in contact with people who are out of my age range, I mean big people(adult) who are really BIG.

What I mean by BIG is, the position or the title that a person holds, or in another word, the role of that person in certain circumstances, such as DATO, DATIN, Y.B. bla bla bla, or roles such as The Founder, The President, The Whoever. The HIGHER your position or BIGGER your role is, the easier public will remember your name. Well, maybe not your name,but your position for sure, or perhaps your face. We might go: "owwW, so you're the president/founder of xxxx", but we won't go: "owwW, so you're a worker/volunteer of xxxx". Maybe the 'owwW' still there, but will be a 'ou' instead of 'owwW'.

Anyway, I learned a lot about the world that I'm going to step into to-- the adult world? or known as the real world? Lying, pretending, faking, socializing, cunning, boring, adverturous, dramatic, lifeless, attention grabbing, giving, and taking.



Someone is sick.

Get well soon please.
IMU.

Tuesday, July 28, 2009

One Bow-WOW, One Heart


[click on the poster to enlarge]

I'm currently spamming people's facebook with this event invitation =)
Those who haven't donate,come lah~
Those who had donated,also come lah~
Why?
Because kaven said so =X
XD nolah~ For the dogs la k? Please come? please please pleeaasee?
If cannot come, money come also can~ XD
nolah~ If cannot come, donate the ticket money for kids from orphanage to come.
Furry friends need your help!

For more information,click:
FFF website
On Star
Facebook

Thursday, July 16, 2009

phone

My phone failed me again, if you still haven't see my personal message on msn. Don't ask me why, I wish I know why also, each phone that I owned got problem within 6 months I purchased them. My friends said my hand busuk or my birth is not align (八字不合)with this technology gadget. So far, this is the 3rd phone, hope 4th phone is not coming so soon, I don't know what modal to buy.

I'm doing internship in my department as assistant to UNICEF project coordinator. Our job is to organize workshop, prepare anything for the research, and do report.

I can't remember what I did yesterday. Current mode: too busy to remember what I did yesterday.

Me being interviewed by 8tv in FFF. Courtesy to the fehmez BOY Joyce for taking this memorable picture? XD~ The interview got out 2 weeks ago,anyone saw the clip? XD~ Yeah~once in a life time~~

Happy birthday to my beloved junior Xiao Ming mei mei~ 来不及回去给你惊喜liao今年,不过还是很爱你哈~哈哈~Happy 19th~

Sunday, July 5, 2009

aggressiveness

Sometimes I really feel that it's easier to be a dog than a human being.

When you feel so furious and dislike another human being so much, you're prohibit to act out aggression toward the person if you don't want to be labeled as low EQ person or you or unless you to get sued and go to jail.

For dogs,they greet each other,sniff each other,and decide they like each other or not. If don't like,they growl as warning sign,then just snap it if the other dog decide to have a good fight or dumb enough to go nearer still.

Yea,I feel like snapping people with my sharp teeth in my strong muzzle after I growl fiercely as pre-aggressive sign.

Saturday, July 4, 2009

惊吓的一夜

昨晚一直被吓,搞到我心情烦躁郁闷到死。

骑摩托突然发现路旁有两个身穿白袍(真的袍的袍)、身形高挑、长发遮脸、拿着旗杆、不懂搞什么鬼的人/鬼! 真的是,天色已黑,要不要穿到这样出来吓人阿?人吓人,可能吓不死人,可是车祸会死人的咧!还要在ss2红绿灯那边最多车的地方,妈的,我都忍不住骂粗了!因为我在专心驾摩多,发现这两个没良心的家伙时我摩多已经在他们站的栏杆旁边了,所以看了一眼,吓到了一大下,就走了。应该没有看错,是人没错吧~

然后被一辆载着情侣的摩多吓到。那摩多转进右边穿过一辆车后又穿回出来。我说先生,那个两辆车之间的缝其实还蛮大的,你不肥,你女朋友身材也不肥,应该是可以直接过的,干吗绕过去又绕出来吓人啊?

再后来,被某女子弄到我很郁闷。好嘛以后我不乱发脾气了,可是人家刚刚被吓,你又不在,我没有人诉苦嘛~

我是被吓长大的~
无惊无险,又过五点~
我摩多技术不错~~

Friday, July 3, 2009

dog lover

If you say yourself as a dog lover, but only love certain pedigree, you're just a pedigree lover.

If you say yourself as a dog lover, but never touch or feel love for any stray dogs, you are a pretended dog lover.

If you buy a pup from a pet shop just because he/she looks cute,but stop loving him/her once she grown up, you're a dumb ass. Human babies are cute,but do you think human adults look cute?

If you have a dog but never really love him/her,you're an ordinary human being by making your dog as a guarding tool without having any emotional attachment to your dog.

If you buy a pup just to please your girlfriend/kids,you're an irresponsible selfish ass hole. High chance that your pup will end up being abandon in future when you break up with your gf/your kids don't know how to take care the dog/you're moving to an apartment or a new place that doesn't allow you to have dog. Plain excuse. Dog lovers wouldn't move to a new place that wouldn't allow to have dogs.

If you adopted a dog from shelter but send him/her back to the place again,you don't really want a dog.

If you adopted dogs from street,take care and love them like they're your own children,you have every right to say you're a dog lover and I shall respect you.

True dog lover have restricted freedom as they need to prioritize their dogs before they decided to do anything such as go for vacation,move to a new place,have new family member etc etc...They dedicated almost 24 hours a day 365 days a year to their dogs.

How to train your dog? Top dog approach: http://www.dogbreedinfo.com/topdogrules.htm
I shall start walking Milky everyday~

Wednesday, July 1, 2009

爱情初学者

有些人谈过很多次恋爱可是还是不会处理两人之间的沟通问题;
有些人可以当别人的爱情专家,可是自己却能医不能自医;
有些人平时很通情达理,可是在爱人面前却不知所措。



我喜欢这戏

Monday, June 29, 2009

Long gone King of Pop

Micheal Jackson不在了,也不是现在才知道。 是在那个隔天早上有人七早八早sms我说Micheal died了去看CNN。现在才写,因为很多人都在赶着追悼。

我小时候都很喜欢听他的歌的。很久没有听了,现在电台好像都在争先恐后的在播,不懂会维持多久。

都是这样,生前猛烈批评丑闻,死后争相追悼。有时候真的很讨厌记者媒体。没有人情可言,价值都在新闻。

他的mv我都有印象。那个僵尸人狼造型的Thriller,还有后期一首关于动物绝种global warming的Earth Song,那个没有象牙的大象活过来让我印象很深刻。

你看你看,现在他的前妻跳出来说他的两个儿子不是他的。Funny story。就不能给他安息吗?

他那个moodwalk总会让人不自禁的兴奋,可是他那个捉下部的招牌舞步,我还是觉得很丑。

记不记得这个广告?Micheal Jackson来马环球演唱的宣传片,还有后段他招牌Dangerous的舞曲表演,ntv7的哦~看看当时他风磨全球的黄金片段。

Human and dogs

I just came back from FFF and I can't wait to write about this.

Do you know Grace? One of the Pulau Ketam dogs that swam over from hell island and rescued by the rescue team? She's back in the farm now. Indeed she's more happy than she was. I cleaned up Pulau Ketam dogs area today and squeezed/water shoot/wood-sticked/swept a lot of dog poos.Somehow after we'd done everything and went to help up feeding the dogs, Grace got out from the cage. She didn't ran far from her cage. Instead, she was running and rolling on the glass happily while other Pulau Ketam dogs barked at her jealously. She was enjoying herself and asking me to play with her. How cute was that? Another volunteer told me that she wasn't dare to come out from cage and they have to carry her when she first came. Her soul has healed, but I wonder do she remember the trauma event that she went through before she's safely with us in FFF? If she has memory capacity like a human, will she be as forgiving as she is now? Unless he or she had amnesia disorder, a human would never forgive such traumatic event that other human being put him or her through.

Just now before I came back came, I went to a pet shop to buy some stuff for Milky. When I passed by some human on my way to cashier, I overhead a girl saying something like she's going to sell her golden retriever. I got a bit mad and uttered 'you bought it and you want to sell it?' before I walked away. Maybe I heard her wrongly or I misunderstood what she meant, but yeah, YOU THOUGHT DOGS ARE TOY OR PROPERTY AH? BUY AND SELL? HE/SHE IS A LIVING CREATURE! HE/SHE MAY BE JUST A DOG FOR YOU, BUT YOU ARE EVERYTHING FOR HIM/HER!

And I just got Milky spayed yesterday for the sake to avoid pregnancy. She's still moody moody and no appetite. She's so quiet and stable now that I'm worrying her personality will change after this. I do not really plan to spay her before this. Blame that blardy useless male dog that my housemate called him 'little tiger'.

Saturday, June 13, 2009

Days at Furry Friends Farm

最近比较忙比较忙比较忙~忙什么呢?看下图~
Was rather busy recently,I mean really busy. Here's one of the stuff that I was busying on:
毛毛园=Furry Friends Farm


I'm not sure how to call this area,dogs that were saved from Pulau Selat Kering can be seen at the back.

This is one of the pen/pan. Count how many dogs were there in the pic~

Another pen/pan/compound. Happy strays ran freely here~

Few of the 'dai koh' 'dai jeh' that were allowed to 90% freedom

Can't remember his name,resting inside cabin~

This is lovable Cash,yes his name is Cash. Favourite of all time. See a line of scar on his jaw? According to Michelle (one of S.A.D. member), his ex-owner tied his jaw with rubberband for a long period of time until he was saved. Although he's a happy dog now,the scar remains.

Another handsome dog that I don't know his name.A manja one as well.

Cash and Dodo. Dodo is very very manja girl.

And this,is my Milky~not in FFF of course.我家有女初成长,she's a big grown up girl now~

What we did there? We moved tons of dog foods and rice, cleaned the place, bathed/walked/played/fed the dogs. Sounds easy right? When there were more than hundreds dogs waiting to be fed, you think it's easy? One day is enough tiring, imagine you have to do that everyday? Absolutely salute to Sabrina.

Each dogs on the Farm has their own story behind. Some of them had gone through life that we couldn't even imagine. These are the dogs that were abused, abandoned and saved. They deserve second chance to live.

Can't wait to visit FFF again next week.

Thursday, June 11, 2009

There's only 1 thing~2 do~3 words~for youuU~~

I know I too late for loving this song, but you still can't stop me from lovin' it now!

give me more lovin then i've ever had.
make it all better when i'm feelin sad.
tell me that i'm special even when i know i'm not.
make me feel good when i hurt so bad.
barely gettin mad,
im so glad i found you.

i love bein around you.
you make it easy,
as easy as 1 2,(1 2 3 4.)
theres only one thing two do three words four you.
i love you.
(i love you)
theres only one way two say those three words
and that's what i'll do.
i love you.
(i love you)
give me more lovin from the very start.
piece me back together when i fall apart.
tell me things you never even tell your closest friends.
make me feel good when i hurt so bad.
best that i've had.
im so glad that i found you.
i love bein around you.
you make it easy as easy as 1 2,(1 2 3 4.)
theres only one thing two do three words four you.
i love you.
(i love you)
theres only one way two say those three words
and that's what i'll do.
i love you.i love you
(i love you)
you make it easy, its easy as 1234
theres only one thing two do three words four you i love you
(i love you)
theres only one way two say those three words
thats what ill do i love you
(i love you)
i love you i love you.
one two three four i love you.
(iloveyou)
i love you
(i love you)

You know if I say those words to you, I'll mean it with all my heart. And you know I can't say it now. Not yet.

Too much tea today. Caffeine sensitive.

Saturday, June 6, 2009

我不喜欢

我很不喜欢
懦弱
无理取闹
小孩子气
自以为是
不理智
自私
一厢情愿
的自己
因为我知道你不会喜欢这样的我
一只想要有个家的流浪小狗
和一只想要离家出走的小狗
遇上了
会怎样?

我要停止问为什么

我也是个矛盾个体
闹僵后会很不想看电话,
因为怕没有信息,
所以不理电话走出去摸狗。
回来看到missed calls,
我想撞豆腐。

两对情侣与一个人的故事

两对情侣,一个人

一个人停住了脚步,看见远方有一对亲密的情侣。亲密情侣没有看到一个人。

一个人又看像右边,也有一对情侣牵着手站着。那女孩看到了一个人,仿佛相识。女孩从一个人的眼里看到了悲伤无奈和渴望,一个人从女孩的眼中看出了心疼与不舍。

一个人看着那情侣几分钟后,低下头,转身离开。当女孩想叫住一个人时,想起手里已经有人牵着,始终没叫住一个人。

一个人,还是一个人。