my character strength

Was compulsory to take this survey that measure your character strengths and I was suppose to copy it down. So I paste it here and here's my top five characters :

Your Top Character Strength

Fairness, equity, and justice
Treating all people fairly is one of your abiding principles. You do not let your personal feelings bias your decisions about other people. You give everyone a chance.

Your Second Character Strength

Honesty, authenticity, and genuineness
You are an honest person, not only by speaking the truth but by living your life in a genuine and authentic way. You are down to earth and without pretense; you are a "real" person.

Your Third Character Strength

Perspective (wisdom)
Although you may not think of yourself as wise, your friends hold this view of you. They value your perspective on matters and turn to you for advice. You have a way of looking at the world that makes sense to others and to yourself.

Your Fourth Character Strength

Capacity to love and be loved
You value close relations with others, in particular those in which sharing and caring are reciprocated. The people to whom you feel most close are the same people who feel most close to you.

Your Fifth Character Strength

Appreciation of beauty and excellence
You notice and appreciate beauty, excellence, and/or skilled performance in all domains of life, from nature to art to mathematics to science to everyday experience.

From: http://www.viasurvey.org

update 2

Today supposedly should be the last day. Somehow we get a big project waiting for us next month. I need volunteers! Who's free on 12th-14th June?

Here's some picture of our materials. Don't have picture of me going around asking people for money because I didn't do that and no photographer for me. What I did was, went into classes, announced and explained, walked around in class and collected funds. What I found out was, the best time to collect fund was before a class start. People are free and got nothing to do, so they'll really pay attention to you. Plus social conformity and peer pressure, especially when the lecturer is supportive to the event, 3/4 of the class will donate.
Note: B.Psych lecturers are really nice! B.Psych students are kind also lah,haha~

Save a Dog, Save a Life!

Appreciation souvenir: Printed bookmark

Volunteer badge with our logo (I made one!)

Donation box and US 1 dollar that a foreign student donated
(I took it out and put in RM10 as exchange. US 1 dollar=RM10? XD)

And 小白卖血救狗~ 伟大到~~

Update

I'm feeling happy now~Don't ask me why,personal stuff~

Anyway,'Save a dog,save a life' project was not going so well after the first day. Didn't get much donation after the first day on Club and Society Day. Never mind,this week going to be full drive, collect as much money as we could. I'll hand over the money to Sabrina in FFF personally next Sunday as I'm going FFF together with Adrian and the team. Our objective had change and we are under Sabrina now. Instead of going over to Pulau Ketam, we'll go over to FFF once in every two weekend to help out in the farm.

Maybe boundary will help to solve our problem?
I've got the answer I want. No more headache.
Expect the least or the worst,do not expect the best,so you won't get too disappointed.

词

好人 坏人
第三者
自私
爱情
等待
忍
对 错
过街老鼠般的一段关系
疑惑
答案
欲望
压力
心疼
你 我 她
龙卷风
下雨天
没有关系
对的人
时间
那三个字
倔强
不愿承认
会不会
不知道
痛苦
如果你知道
理性
内疚

没有人能明白的一篇自白
朋友说，爱情是自私的，不需要内疚。
我明了。
能人所不能，能忍所不能忍。

Save a dog,save a life

Sometimes when I look back,I can't understand how heaven on earth would I been together with someone like that. Imagine if she's still with me now? hmm...

Life comes with stages. Transition stage perhaps? When you're in this stage, you won't be the same like previous stage.

Anyway,the fund raising/donation drive/whatever-you-wanna-called-it is starting tomorrow. It will be just a short while start-up during Club and Society Day due to lack of volunteers availability on that day. We all have our own stuff to busy on. However,we are still able to come out with poster and bookmarks. Our theme will be 'Save a dog,save a life'. What it means is when you're saving a dog, you're saving a life. A dog's life is a life, and it matters. I was trying to upload the poster,but it's in PDF file =.='' I'll take a picture and show it here, if I'm free, XD~

Don't breed or buy while shelter animals die

Content of this post was copied and pasted with permission of Shoba from Remembering Sheena's blog.

A Letter from a Shelter Manager (forwarded to us by Yen):

I think our society needs a huge " Wake-up" call. As a shelter manager, I am going to share a little insight with you all. ..a view from the inside if you will.

First off, all of you breeders/sellers should be made to work in the "back" of an animal shelter for just one day.

Maybe if you saw the life drain from a few sad, lost, confused eyes, you would change your mind about breeding and selling to people you don't even know. That puppy you just sold will most likely end up in my shelter when it's not a cute little puppy anymore.

So how would you feel if you knew that there's about a > 90% chance that dog will never walk out of the shelter it is going to be dumped at? Purebred or not!

About 50% of all of the dogs that are "owner surrenders" or "strays" that come into my shelter are purebred dogs.

The most common excuses I hear are;

"We are moving and we can't take our dog (or cat).

" Really? Where are you moving to that doesn't allow pets and why did you choose that place instead of a pet friendly home?

Or they say "The dog got bigger than we thought it would".

How big did you think a German Shepherd would get?

"We don't have time for her". Really? I work a 10- 12 hour day and still have time for my 6 dogs!

"She's tearing up our yard". How about making her a part of your family?

They always tell me: "We just don't want to have to stress about finding a place for her we know she'll get adopted, she's a good dog."

Odds are your pet won't get adopted & how stressful do you think being in a shelter is? Well, let me tell you, your pet has 72 hours to find a new family from the moment
you drop it off. Sometimes a little longer if the shelter isn't full and your dog manages to stay completely healthy. If it sniffles, it dies.

Your pet will be confined to a small run/kennel in a room with about 25 other barking or crying animals. It will have to relieve itself where it eats and sleeps.

It will be depressed and it will cry constantly for the family that abandoned it.

If your pet is lucky, I will have enough volunteers in that day to take him/her for a walk. If I don't, your pet won't get any attention besides having a bowl of food slid under the kennel door and the waste sprayed out of its pen with a high-powered hose.

If your dog is big, black or any of the "Bully" breeds (pit bull, rottie, mastiff, etc) it was pretty much dead when you walked it through the front door. Those dogs just don't get adopted.

It doesn't matter how 'sweet' or 'well behaved' they are. If your dog doesn't get adopted within its 72 hours and the shelter is full, it will be destroyed.

If the shelter isn't full and your dog is good enough, and of a desirable enough breed it may get a stay of execution, but not for long.

Most dogs get very kennel protective after about a week and are destroyed for showing aggression. Even the sweetest dogs will turn in this environment.

If your pet makes it over all of those hurdles chances are it will get kennel cough or an upper respiratory infection and will be destroyed because shelters just don't have the funds to pay for even a $100 treatment.

Here's a little euthanasia 101 for those of you that have never witnessed a perfectly healthy, scared animal being "put-down"....

First, your pet will be taken from its kennel on a leash. They always look like they think they are going for a walk - happy, wagging their tails.

Until, they get to "The Room", every one of them freak out and put the brakes on when we get to the door. It must smell like death or they can feel the sad souls that are left in there, it's strange, but it happens with every one of them.

Your dog or cat will be restrained, held down by 1 or 2 vet techs depending on the size and how freaked out they are.

Then a euthanasia tech or a vet will start the process. They will find a vein in the front leg and inject a lethal dose of the "pink stuff".

Hopefully your pet doesn't panic from being restrained and jerk. I've seen the needles tear out of a leg and been covered with the resulting blood and been deafened by the yelps and screams.

They all don't just "go to sleep", sometimes they spasm for a while, gasp for air and defecate on themselves.

When it all ends, your pet's corpse will be stacked like firewood in a large freezer in the back with all of the other animals that were killed waiting to be picked up like garbage.

What happens next? Cremated? Taken to the dump? Rendered into pet food? You'll never know and it probably won't even cross your mind. It was just an animal and you can always buy another one, right?

I hope that those of you that have read this are bawling your eyes out and can't get the pictures out of your head I deal with everyday on the way home from work.

I hate my job, I hate that it exists & I hate that it will always be there unless you people make some changes and realize that the lives you are affecting go much further than the pets you dump at a shelter.

Between 9 and 11 MILLION animals die every year in shelters and only you can stop it. I do my best to save every life I can but rescues are always full, and there are more animals coming in everyday than there are homes.

My point to all of this: DON'T BREED OR BUY WHILE SHELTER PETS DIE!

Hate me if you want to. The truth hurts and reality is what it is.

I just hope I maybe changed one person's mind about breeding their dog, taking their loving pet to a shelter, or buying a dog.

I hope that someone will walk into my shelter and say "I saw this and it made me want to adopt." THAT WOULD MAKE IT WORTH IT!

DON'T BUY FROM PET SHOPS. ADOPT FROM AN ANIMAL SHELTER. CALL YEN IF YOU CAN PROVIDE A HOME FOR A RESCUED DOG OR CAT. CALL HER ALSO IF YOU WANT TO BOARD YOUR PETS. SHE HAS A GREAT PLACE AND THEY WON'T BE CAGED. THE INCOME SHE EARNS FROM BOARDING GOES INTO RESCUING AND REHOMING STRAYS. SO YOUR PETS HAVE A GREAT TIME WHILE YOU ARE AWAY AND IN THE PROCESS YOU ARE ALSO HELPING ABANDONED AND HOMELESS ANIMALS.YEN: 012 415 1524

Malay tag

Because this is a tag from ah jie,so I must DO IT.(goddam I duno Malay la)

1. Kekasih saya adalah:
tada

2. Saya sedang mendengar :
bunyi kipas

3. Mungkin saya patut:
tido

4. Saya baru sudah :
blogged

5.Beza rakan, sahabat, kawan :
no beza,friend=frn=fren

6.Saya tidak faham :
fikiran manusia

7.Saya perlu mencari:
zhou gong

8.Ayat terakhir yang dikatakan kepada saya :
gud nite

9.Makna kehidupan :
cari makna

10.Cinta itu adalah:
l.o.v.e

11.saya paling suka :
anjing

12.Saya akan cuba :
menyelamat anjing??

13.Mengapa rakyat Malaysia suka menggunakan LAH di akhir ayat mereka :
kami anak rojak

14.Telefon bimbit saya :
faced down

15.Katil saya :
masih bersih

16.Soalan yang bagi saya tidak perlu ditanya :
u online today?

17.Teknologi adalah :
cemar bumi


18.Bagaimana saya boleh memasak masakan yang saya paling pandai masak :
dengan memasak guna brain dan tangan dan mata

19.Semalam :
saya happy

20.Hari ini :
saya tak happy

21.Malam ini saya akan :
sudah malam

22.Esok pula saya akan :
haiz

23.Saya betul2 inginkan :
bersama dengan u

24.badminton atau futsal :
badminton

25.karaoke :
a b c

26.kereta :
tak suka pandu

27.Bilik yang terang atau gelap :
terang

28.Makanan jepun adalah :
sushi

29.Ayat terakhir yang nak anda katakan pada seseorang?
whatever

30. Siapa yang akan anda tag?
tada

Dogs Matter to Us

I'm happy. My initial plan for just a small donation drive in my college is going to be a big one with a strong force behind me.

When I asked Little V that if I'm going to organize a donation event would she help me, she brought in my gang. These are people with strong leadership and they have plenty of experience in organizing events. Steph and Wei Choon, I appreciate that~ I need more volunteers~ B.Psychers here,what says you? XD

Yes this will be a donation drive for the Dog Rescue Mission about Pulau Ketam dogs. The funds will go to Sabrina Yeap's FFF (Furry Friends Farm) as her farm use no euthesize on dogs and she's keeping most of the rescue dogs in her farms temporarily. SPCA had have enough fund for the operation as they are internationally recognized organization. Public will mostly donate to SPCA, but not FFF.

Anyone wants to donate? Here's the detail (copy and paste from TV Smith's page) :

To contribute or help, e-mail TV Smith at tvsmith@mycen.com.my or Sabrina Yeap at yeapwen@yahoo.com

Update:

Furry Friends Farm
CIMB 1457-000-1182-05-6 (Current Account)
*For online interbank transfer, if it prompts for Recipient ID/Business Reg: Just type in 5766

Contributors from abroad (and Malaysia) can also:

Send by PayPal to tvsmith@gmail.com

Please retain transaction record / slip for verification and audit purposes.

Update:

For info or enquiries:
The Rescue Mission Secretariat at +6012 378 3730 (Janet) or +6012 320 8090 (Zalina)
The Sec's E-mail is dogrescue.pk@gmail.com (see updates page for info)

Fellow bloggers, you can also help by embedding the appeal poster above to your blog and linking to http://www.mycen.com.my/rescue

We are aware it is a monumental task and appreciate all forms of support, assistance, suggestions, encouragement and your prayers.

TV Smith

3rd May 2009

Hope that I'll get approval for everything soon and start the donation as soon as possible (like next week?)

Pulau Ketam Day 1

Yes I went to Pulau Ketam today. For what? To survey the island and to prepare next trip to save dogs from the island.

Photos from today's trip, shoot by a freelance photojournalist with a 8k professional DSLR Canon don't know which version camera.
http://joyce-tedoen.com/recon-trip-1-several-down-several-more-to-go/

'To say one own as dog lover, must have some action to prove it,and now is the time to start'

Instead of kacau the work of those professional animals right activists doing their work on saving dogs from the inhabitable islands, I'm joining a volunteering work of getting the stray dogs out of Pulau Ketam before the head of village have no choice but call the Manipal folks to get rid of the dogs. Mind you, some of the press might projected the villagers as crual or inhuman, but for me, they are just traditional chinese village folks. They're friendly and united among themselves. They put their bikes everywhere without having to worry they won't see their bikes after they come out from a shop. It's a peaceful village. No they don't hate dogs, they were worry what will we do to the dogs after we get the dogs. They don't want the dogs to die, but they just don't know that the islands that they put the dogs are so lifeless, or they forgot that the dogs have lost the ability to survive by their own.

The task we're going to do is not easy,I don't know how we're going to do it, or how will it works out. But I'm serious in this.

Rescue mission ON

Sorry folks,I'll delay pics and writing on Redang trip. I'm currently into this:

In case you didn't get any news about this matter, click HERE and HERE.
For full coverage of news on this, click HERE.

To summarize, Pulau Ketam folks trapped more than 300 stray dogs of the pulau and shipped them to another inhabitable and isolated islands, Pulau Tengah and Pulau Selat Kering. Now these dogs are starving to death on the islands. Rescue mission is carrying out by SPCA and Furry Friends Farm to get the dogs back to mainland. Some critiqued the Pulau Ketam villagers inhuman act,while some critiqued the rescue mission for wasting money to save dogs.

In my opinion, Pulau Ketam recidents complained to Majlis Perbandaran that stray dogs problem was getting serious but they don't want Majlis Perbandaran people shot down the strays, so someone came out with the idea that transport all the stray dogs in the town to another island. Stray dogs problem solved, and they think the dogs are survivor,can live without food and fresh water on the inhabitable island. People don't want the dogs to be shot dead, so they spent money and energy to trapped and transfered hundreds of stray dogs to another island. This is act of goodness. But I think they forgot that dogs, that had became domestic animal since few thousand years ago, had lost their wildness because they were too close to human and were dependent on human on survival. None of the dogs were born without having contact with human in their whole life. They won't be able to survive without human around.

As another saying that why waste the effort and money to save the dog, a life is a life, let it be animal or human. More over, dogs are creatures that are emotional, just like human. And yes, I'm a dog lover. And it's time to have make some contribution if I'm to say I'm a dog lover. I'm planning to organize a fund raising for the rescue mission in my collage, with few friends helping out. Just a small event, to collect as much money as we could, and help to save as many dogs as we could from the island. I just sent out an email to get approval from the Head of Department. Hope to get a reply soon. Also, I contacted someone from a forum that is trying to form a group to collaborate and help out the rescue mission. It's time for devotion.

I want to be there with you!!

Some words,I just can't say it out. It's weird.
I'm feeling that way,but just can't say out how I feel.
I'm shy,maybe~XD

Hmm,
I want to be there with you!!
Yet I'm afraid.
So I'm still here.
But half of my thoughts are with you all the time.

I'm going here and there.
I'm worry about my Milky.
People complaining about this naughty pup~
Getting bigger and out of control.

"kaven how many times I have to tell you, you can't make me pregnant" (Wong,2009)

I love Sin Chan!
Perverted in a pure innocent way~

好人坏人

‘小kv乖乖，把心情打开，不要闹了。’

好人坏人如何分辨？ 广东话有一句叫做‘好人不怕做’，结果当了好人，被人骗了，要怨谁呢？
我不怨，我被骗，我相信善有善报，恶有恶报。我本着善意帮人家，被骗了，骗我者会有报应，我问心无愧。
人生苦短，到后来两脚一伸，什么都带不走。所以最重要在世上时做自己喜欢的事，帮助有需要的人/动物，不害人不害己，对得起天地良心。

或许当时我想验证世上到底还有没有真诚的人。
结果是令人失望的，没有。
现在或许我还是愿意相信世界上是有好人的。

人与人之间的戒心，存在在这个见钱眼开的社会上。
谁是好人，谁是坏人？谁是真正需要帮助的人？谁是企图利用同情心来行骗？
陌生的人，看不见心。
我读心理学，看不透人家的心思，也了解不了人类这个复杂的生物。

我很喜欢《The curious case of Benjamin Button》里面Captain Mike临死前说的:‘You can be as mad as a mad dog at the way things went. You could swear, curse the fates, but when it comes to the end, you have to let go’。
你也可以怨恨所有对你不公的事，也可以诅咒伤害过你的人，不过当你走到人生的尾端时，所有东西都会化为乌有。

乱写一番

被小明妹妹影响了，忽然也很有劲的想要写部落格~

好，乱写一番~

想要有强健的臂弯，所以‘差不多’每天睡前做一些伏地挺身强化手臂肌肉的动作。
十一月开始做到今年农历新年停顿了一阵子，后来三月开始不停顿到目前，终于小老鼠出现了，三头肌也越来越明显，手臂线条比较美了，真开心哈~
锻炼肌肉这事不能断，一停顿就会懒散了，就会半途而废了。
哈，有谁要见证见证一下我强健的臂弯吗？我人小力气可不小的咧~
好下个目标就是把‘后备轮胎’变腹肌？团结不是力量，六块才是力量~嚷嚷要六块很久了，是很不实际，不过能打散团结的力量也是不错~

应该翻译翻译一下:
Suddenly feel like writing something in here,affected by my Beloved Xiao Ming~
I'm lazy to translate.
Basically, my biceps and triceps are getting obvious and I'm happy about that~Work out and work out,must not stop. Ok lousy translation. I'm sleepy. HAHA~
Shall blog in English next time~

上照

我很无聊。纳闷/郁闷了好多天。现在是study week。我很空闲。
为了防止我的部落格看起来很压抑，决定放照片！所谓的‘近照’。

14.3.09于Pavilion Sakae Sushi
Friends that love me and friends that I love
貌似都是从网上认识的

Earth hour那天
独守空屋，所以所有电源都关了，包括modem,除了冰箱

Earth Hour溜狗一个小时
话说这个有反光的RM15 collar戴不到几个星期就被咬烂了（我的RM15)

健壮的Milky继续的健壮着

某人充满女人味的香肩~

今天是雨天。
我想如果今天我饿死了，会不会是历史上第一个因为下雨天儿饿死的人？
干粮吃完了，雨天断我的粮食。
快熟面也是借来的。很久没煮快熟面了。

代替

我的爱应该是很沉重的，越来越沉重，沉入海底了都。
爱不能轻口说，因为要负责任的。
可是我爱Ｍｉｌｋｙ哈。

忽然很想冷漠，因为快要麻木了都。还能怎样？

我需要啃书，没天没夜的啃，啃得昏天暗地。
如果啃书也能麻醉的话。　

这里开始有那么一个角落，隐秘的角落，不想被人发现的角落。
Ｓｏｍｅｔｈｉｎｇｓ　ａｒｅ　ｂｅｔｔｅｒ　ｌｅｆｔ　ｕｎｓａｉｄ．　

荷尔蒙失调

当click完所有的link后，还能做些什么？ 你看我几无聊~ 水生火热的两个星期assignments due peak period后的空窗期，哈哈~

突然间又很想写故事。塑造几个人物，然后写出我想过的生活。讲罢了。

我很讨厌period!#!@$%$@#$&*x%#$%$ 为什么男的不用每个月都来一些内出血！体验一下手脚无力脸色发白走几步路都会喘的几天？男的该死！grrrrrrrr
切掉切掉！

我讨厌烟味！人烟油烟车烟香烟！抽烟污染空气污染健康，有时候真的想打死那些不顾他人感想随地抽烟的人！枪毙枪毙！

我现在很偏激！不要惹我！咬死你！
荷尔蒙失调的象征 -_-

voiceless voice

If you do not know, kaven have a soft spot for animals. Especially dogs.

I'd always wanted to do something, to help the stray or homeless animals, but being financially dependent still, there's very limit I can do. At least I saved one life from being homeless,my Milky. Although sometimes I wonder would she be happier if I didn't took her away from her family? Hmm....that's a little story behind.

She was found a the backdoor of my friend's house,together with another three puppies. She called me to ask me what to do with the puppies and would it be ok to send them to SPCA as she knows SPCA will 'put them into sleep' if nobody adopt them in certain days. Well I just said I can take one of the pup in, as I was too 'dog-sick'. So they sponsered me some dog stuffs，then we went to see the pups. The pups looked healthy except serious ticks and skin problems. While we standing there waiting for my decision on which pup to take, a couple of India siblings came over and said they were their pups and they're taking them back. Their grandfather thrown the pups there b'cause he hates dogs. The Indian girl was wearing that she'll kill her grandpa if he thrown the pups again. Yea obviously she's a dog lover too,who would swear to kill their grandpa for dogs right? Haha~ Anyway,we told her I was about to take the dog b'cause we thought the pups were abandoned. She said I could take them if I want. So the pups homeless issue was solved, it just about whether I still wanna take a pup with me or not. Since we already bought dog food and shampoo and all that,so yeah,so here's Milky,the skinniest among the pups at that time.

Milky(top left) with her siblings

Left:How I brought Milky back--in my cloths washing 'baldi' i forgot the English word.
Right:First few days at home. Simple adorable and cute~

Ok I'm really of the topic. What I really want to say is this:

Sigh...Malaysia Government would do nothing on this until someone like Obama take the PM post.
So, what we can do now is....curse those animal abusers! Also those reckless drivers that ranover animals and did nothing about it!!

Ok the more practical one is, volunteer or donate to NGO animal protection group.
Or just being nice to stray dogs or cats =） Like xiao ming mei mei let stray puppies slept on her foot in restaurant without complain~~
and report any abuse on animals to those groups like SPCA. Abused animal can't speak, but you can! So speak for the voiceless!

男的跟男生的差别

有些男的很贱，嘴巴臭过milky的大便；
有些男的很绅士，老夫老妻了的时候还会疼老婆；
有些男的很没品，不懂得什么叫做ladies first;
有些男的很痴情，痴情到变态的程度；
也有些痴情男，默默的守候的那种；
有些男的很不知所谓，不懂什么是homosexual就乱乱吠；
有些男的很贱，一天到晚kacau女生，我咒一辈子没交过女朋友很活该；
有些男的很爱美，皮肤比女生白；
有些男生就是爱男生；
有些男的死硬不肯分手，不明白什么叫做留得住人留不到心，阻着地球转；
有些男的很不知廉耻，不懂死缠烂打很白痴；
有些男的很样衰，不需要其他缺点，样衰一点就足够欠扁；
有些男的很臭，样衰口臭加体臭；
有些男生很帅，帅到连我也觉得帅；
有些男的很花，可是不懂为什么女人就是爱被骗。

有些女生很美，美若天仙的美，不过好像只有小说里才有；
有些女生很可爱，有点笨笨傻傻好欺负；
有些女生很坏，玩弄感情让人神魂颠倒；
有些女生像男生，连我都认不出其实不是男生；
有些女生很帅，帅到如果不是tb会很可惜；
有些女生很胖，话说天下没有庞女只有懒女和贪吃女；
有些女生很鸡婆，搬弄是非唯恐天下不乱；
有些女生很恐怖，声音说话高八倍，还要跟你装可爱吓吓你；
有些女生很爱粉红，整身粉红令人眼花头晕；
有些女生很自私，只可以你对她好，她不需要对你好；
有些女生很天真，以为爱情就是唯一。
有些女生很邋遢，你会不敢相信房间是她的，然后接受事实后不断翻白眼；
有些女生很凶，你会敬而远之；
有些女生很能干，你只能敬佩她；
有些女生很小姐，连绑个鞋带都要kakak绑。

男男女女，各有所好；
很明显，‘男的’都是贬，‘男生’才是褒，
‘男的’令我反感，‘男生’才能让我正眼看又不会想吐。
女人，也有麻烦的，也有可爱的，
总结来说，我是爱女生的。

assigments-due peak period

天气太热，令我昏昏欲睡；
天气凉凉，令我想要冬眠。

嘿嘿
在大家赶assignment赶到无日无夜的时候，
我很有时间睡觉。
都差不多完成了，所以偷懒~
这个星期，是难熬的一个星期，for bpsych-ers~
Why everything has to due altogether?
I'm sick of literature review odi la~

我要睡觉~

Watch this:


I'm going to support this event. I'm setting the reminder in my phone calender.
Let's make the city dark on:
Date: 28 March 2009
Time: 8.30p.m. - 9:30p.m.

(Copy and paste from Sharonia)

阿米驼佛

其实，说我desperate也没有错。回头过去，都会觉得每一段开始又结束的感情都是错的。然后我会对自己说，其实单身很不错。一阵子后如果发现有人对我有好感，就算是错觉或者自作多情，又会一头栽下去。可笑。
我很好奇被人家暗恋/明恋是什么感觉。所以你看，每次都是我莫名其妙的跑去喜欢人家，自己拿头去撞墙，就没有人把头撞向我。我也不明白为什么，或许我很奇怪，或许我真的很不起眼，或许我真的不好。
为了想要知道答案，都不愉快了很多次。所以我已经没有也不想再问了，因为我不想不开心。

现在，
纯粹的不开心。
了又