One Bow-WOW, One Heart

[click on the poster to enlarge]

I'm currently spamming people's facebook with this event invitation =)
Those who haven't donate,come lah~
Those who had donated,also come lah~
Why?
Because kaven said so =X
XD nolah~ For the dogs la k? Please come? please please pleeaasee?
If cannot come, money come also can~ XD
nolah~ If cannot come, donate the ticket money for kids from orphanage to come.
Furry friends need your help!

For more information,click:
FFF website
On Star
Facebook

phone

My phone failed me again, if you still haven't see my personal message on msn. Don't ask me why, I wish I know why also, each phone that I owned got problem within 6 months I purchased them. My friends said my hand busuk or my birth is not align （八字不合）with this technology gadget. So far, this is the 3rd phone, hope 4th phone is not coming so soon, I don't know what modal to buy.

I'm doing internship in my department as assistant to UNICEF project coordinator. Our job is to organize workshop, prepare anything for the research, and do report.

I can't remember what I did yesterday. Current mode: too busy to remember what I did yesterday.

Me being interviewed by 8tv in FFF. Courtesy to the fehmez BOY Joyce for taking this memorable picture? XD~ The interview got out 2 weeks ago,anyone saw the clip? XD~ Yeah~once in a life time~~

Happy birthday to my beloved junior Xiao Ming mei mei~ 来不及回去给你惊喜liao今年，不过还是很爱你哈~哈哈~Happy 19th~

aggressiveness

Sometimes I really feel that it's easier to be a dog than a human being.

When you feel so furious and dislike another human being so much, you're prohibit to act out aggression toward the person if you don't want to be labeled as low EQ person or you or unless you to get sued and go to jail.

For dogs,they greet each other,sniff each other,and decide they like each other or not. If don't like,they growl as warning sign,then just snap it if the other dog decide to have a good fight or dumb enough to go nearer still.

Yea,I feel like snapping people with my sharp teeth in my strong muzzle after I growl fiercely as pre-aggressive sign.

惊吓的一夜

昨晚一直被吓，搞到我心情烦躁郁闷到死。

骑摩托突然发现路旁有两个身穿白袍（真的袍的袍）、身形高挑、长发遮脸、拿着旗杆、不懂搞什么鬼的人/鬼！ 真的是，天色已黑，要不要穿到这样出来吓人阿？人吓人，可能吓不死人，可是车祸会死人的咧！还要在ss2红绿灯那边最多车的地方，妈的，我都忍不住骂粗了！因为我在专心驾摩多，发现这两个没良心的家伙时我摩多已经在他们站的栏杆旁边了，所以看了一眼，吓到了一大下，就走了。应该没有看错，是人没错吧~

然后被一辆载着情侣的摩多吓到。那摩多转进右边穿过一辆车后又穿回出来。我说先生，那个两辆车之间的缝其实还蛮大的，你不肥，你女朋友身材也不肥，应该是可以直接过的，干吗绕过去又绕出来吓人啊？

再后来，被某女子弄到我很郁闷。好嘛以后我不乱发脾气了，可是人家刚刚被吓，你又不在，我没有人诉苦嘛~

我是被吓长大的~
无惊无险，又过五点~
我摩多技术不错~~

dog lover

If you say yourself as a dog lover, but only love certain pedigree, you're just a pedigree lover.

If you say yourself as a dog lover, but never touch or feel love for any stray dogs, you are a pretended dog lover.

If you buy a pup from a pet shop just because he/she looks cute,but stop loving him/her once she grown up, you're a dumb ass. Human babies are cute,but do you think human adults look cute?

If you have a dog but never really love him/her,you're an ordinary human being by making your dog as a guarding tool without having any emotional attachment to your dog.

If you buy a pup just to please your girlfriend/kids,you're an irresponsible selfish ass hole. High chance that your pup will end up being abandon in future when you break up with your gf/your kids don't know how to take care the dog/you're moving to an apartment or a new place that doesn't allow you to have dog. Plain excuse. Dog lovers wouldn't move to a new place that wouldn't allow to have dogs.

If you adopted a dog from shelter but send him/her back to the place again,you don't really want a dog.

If you adopted dogs from street,take care and love them like they're your own children,you have every right to say you're a dog lover and I shall respect you.

True dog lover have restricted freedom as they need to prioritize their dogs before they decided to do anything such as go for vacation,move to a new place,have new family member etc etc...They dedicated almost 24 hours a day 365 days a year to their dogs.

How to train your dog? Top dog approach: http://www.dogbreedinfo.com/topdogrules.htm
I shall start walking Milky everyday~

爱情初学者

有些人谈过很多次恋爱可是还是不会处理两人之间的沟通问题；
有些人可以当别人的爱情专家，可是自己却能医不能自医；
有些人平时很通情达理，可是在爱人面前却不知所措。



我喜欢这戏

Long gone King of Pop

Micheal Jackson不在了，也不是现在才知道。 是在那个隔天早上有人七早八早sms我说Micheal died了去看CNN。现在才写，因为很多人都在赶着追悼。

我小时候都很喜欢听他的歌的。很久没有听了，现在电台好像都在争先恐后的在播，不懂会维持多久。

都是这样，生前猛烈批评丑闻，死后争相追悼。有时候真的很讨厌记者媒体。没有人情可言，价值都在新闻。

他的mv我都有印象。那个僵尸人狼造型的Thriller，还有后期一首关于动物绝种global warming的Earth Song,那个没有象牙的大象活过来让我印象很深刻。

你看你看，现在他的前妻跳出来说他的两个儿子不是他的。Funny story。就不能给他安息吗？

他那个moodwalk总会让人不自禁的兴奋，可是他那个捉下部的招牌舞步，我还是觉得很丑。

记不记得这个广告？Micheal Jackson来马环球演唱的宣传片，还有后段他招牌Dangerous的舞曲表演，ntv7的哦~看看当时他风磨全球的黄金片段。

Human and dogs

I just came back from FFF and I can't wait to write about this.

Do you know Grace? One of the Pulau Ketam dogs that swam over from hell island and rescued by the rescue team? She's back in the farm now. Indeed she's more happy than she was. I cleaned up Pulau Ketam dogs area today and squeezed/water shoot/wood-sticked/swept a lot of dog poos.Somehow after we'd done everything and went to help up feeding the dogs, Grace got out from the cage. She didn't ran far from her cage. Instead, she was running and rolling on the glass happily while other Pulau Ketam dogs barked at her jealously. She was enjoying herself and asking me to play with her. How cute was that? Another volunteer told me that she wasn't dare to come out from cage and they have to carry her when she first came. Her soul has healed, but I wonder do she remember the trauma event that she went through before she's safely with us in FFF? If she has memory capacity like a human, will she be as forgiving as she is now? Unless he or she had amnesia disorder, a human would never forgive such traumatic event that other human being put him or her through.

Just now before I came back came, I went to a pet shop to buy some stuff for Milky. When I passed by some human on my way to cashier, I overhead a girl saying something like she's going to sell her golden retriever. I got a bit mad and uttered 'you bought it and you want to sell it?' before I walked away. Maybe I heard her wrongly or I misunderstood what she meant, but yeah, YOU THOUGHT DOGS ARE TOY OR PROPERTY AH? BUY AND SELL? HE/SHE IS A LIVING CREATURE! HE/SHE MAY BE JUST A DOG FOR YOU, BUT YOU ARE EVERYTHING FOR HIM/HER!

And I just got Milky spayed yesterday for the sake to avoid pregnancy. She's still moody moody and no appetite. She's so quiet and stable now that I'm worrying her personality will change after this. I do not really plan to spay her before this. Blame that blardy useless male dog that my housemate called him 'little tiger'.

Days at Furry Friends Farm

最近比较忙比较忙比较忙~忙什么呢？看下图~
Was rather busy recently,I mean really busy. Here's one of the stuff that I was busying on:
毛毛园=Furry Friends Farm

I'm not sure how to call this area,dogs that were saved from Pulau Selat Kering can be seen at the back.

This is one of the pen/pan. Count how many dogs were there in the pic~

Another pen/pan/compound. Happy strays ran freely here~

Few of the 'dai koh' 'dai jeh' that were allowed to 90% freedom

Can't remember his name,resting inside cabin~

This is lovable Cash,yes his name is Cash. Favourite of all time. See a line of scar on his jaw? According to Michelle (one of S.A.D. member), his ex-owner tied his jaw with rubberband for a long period of time until he was saved. Although he's a happy dog now,the scar remains.

Another handsome dog that I don't know his name.A manja one as well.

Cash and Dodo. Dodo is very very manja girl.

And this,is my Milky~not in FFF of course.我家有女初成长，she's a big grown up girl now~

What we did there? We moved tons of dog foods and rice, cleaned the place, bathed/walked/played/fed the dogs. Sounds easy right? When there were more than hundreds dogs waiting to be fed, you think it's easy? One day is enough tiring, imagine you have to do that everyday? Absolutely salute to Sabrina.

Each dogs on the Farm has their own story behind. Some of them had gone through life that we couldn't even imagine. These are the dogs that were abused, abandoned and saved. They deserve second chance to live.

Can't wait to visit FFF again next week.

There's only 1 thing~2 do~3 words~for youuU~~

I know I too late for loving this song, but you still can't stop me from lovin' it now!

give me more lovin then i've ever had.

make it all better when i'm feelin sad.
tell me that i'm special even when i know i'm not.
make me feel good when i hurt so bad.
barely gettin mad,
im so glad i found you.
i love bein around you.
you make it easy,
as easy as 1 2,(1 2 3 4.)
theres only one thing two do three words four you.
i love you.
(i love you)
theres only one way two say those three words
and that's what i'll do.
i love you.
(i love you)
give me more lovin from the very start.
piece me back together when i fall apart.
tell me things you never even tell your closest friends.
make me feel good when i hurt so bad.
best that i've had.
im so glad that i found you.
i love bein around you.
you make it easy as easy as 1 2,(1 2 3 4.)
theres only one thing two do three words four you.
i love you.
(i love you)
theres only one way two say those three words
and that's what i'll do.
i love you.i love you
(i love you)
you make it easy, its easy as 1234
theres only one thing two do three words four you i love you
(i love you)
theres only one way two say those three words
thats what ill do i love you
(i love you)
i love you i love you.
one two three four i love you.
(iloveyou)
i love you
(i love you)

You know if I say those words to you, I'll mean it with all my heart. And you know I can't say it now. Not yet.

Too much tea today. Caffeine sensitive.

我不喜欢

我很不喜欢
懦弱
无理取闹
小孩子气
自以为是
不理智
自私
一厢情愿
的自己
因为我知道你不会喜欢这样的我
一只想要有个家的流浪小狗
和一只想要离家出走的小狗
遇上了
会怎样？

我要停止问为什么

我也是个矛盾个体
闹僵后会很不想看电话，
因为怕没有信息，
所以不理电话走出去摸狗。
回来看到missed calls，
我想撞豆腐。

两对情侣与一个人的故事

两对情侣，一个人

一个人停住了脚步，看见远方有一对亲密的情侣。亲密情侣没有看到一个人。

一个人又看像右边，也有一对情侣牵着手站着。那女孩看到了一个人，仿佛相识。女孩从一个人的眼里看到了悲伤无奈和渴望，一个人从女孩的眼中看出了心疼与不舍。

一个人看着那情侣几分钟后，低下头，转身离开。当女孩想叫住一个人时，想起手里已经有人牵着，始终没叫住一个人。

一个人，还是一个人。

my character strength

Was compulsory to take this survey that measure your character strengths and I was suppose to copy it down. So I paste it here and here's my top five characters :

Your Top Character Strength

Fairness, equity, and justice
Treating all people fairly is one of your abiding principles. You do not let your personal feelings bias your decisions about other people. You give everyone a chance.

Your Second Character Strength

Honesty, authenticity, and genuineness
You are an honest person, not only by speaking the truth but by living your life in a genuine and authentic way. You are down to earth and without pretense; you are a "real" person.

Your Third Character Strength

Perspective (wisdom)
Although you may not think of yourself as wise, your friends hold this view of you. They value your perspective on matters and turn to you for advice. You have a way of looking at the world that makes sense to others and to yourself.

Your Fourth Character Strength

Capacity to love and be loved
You value close relations with others, in particular those in which sharing and caring are reciprocated. The people to whom you feel most close are the same people who feel most close to you.

Your Fifth Character Strength

Appreciation of beauty and excellence
You notice and appreciate beauty, excellence, and/or skilled performance in all domains of life, from nature to art to mathematics to science to everyday experience.

From: http://www.viasurvey.org

update 2

Today supposedly should be the last day. Somehow we get a big project waiting for us next month. I need volunteers! Who's free on 12th-14th June?

Here's some picture of our materials. Don't have picture of me going around asking people for money because I didn't do that and no photographer for me. What I did was, went into classes, announced and explained, walked around in class and collected funds. What I found out was, the best time to collect fund was before a class start. People are free and got nothing to do, so they'll really pay attention to you. Plus social conformity and peer pressure, especially when the lecturer is supportive to the event, 3/4 of the class will donate.
Note: B.Psych lecturers are really nice! B.Psych students are kind also lah,haha~

Save a Dog, Save a Life!

Appreciation souvenir: Printed bookmark

Volunteer badge with our logo (I made one!)

Donation box and US 1 dollar that a foreign student donated
(I took it out and put in RM10 as exchange. US 1 dollar=RM10? XD)

And 小白卖血救狗~ 伟大到~~

Update

I'm feeling happy now~Don't ask me why,personal stuff~

Anyway,'Save a dog,save a life' project was not going so well after the first day. Didn't get much donation after the first day on Club and Society Day. Never mind,this week going to be full drive, collect as much money as we could. I'll hand over the money to Sabrina in FFF personally next Sunday as I'm going FFF together with Adrian and the team. Our objective had change and we are under Sabrina now. Instead of going over to Pulau Ketam, we'll go over to FFF once in every two weekend to help out in the farm.

Maybe boundary will help to solve our problem?
I've got the answer I want. No more headache.
Expect the least or the worst,do not expect the best,so you won't get too disappointed.

词

好人 坏人
第三者
自私
爱情
等待
忍
对 错
过街老鼠般的一段关系
疑惑
答案
欲望
压力
心疼
你 我 她
龙卷风
下雨天
没有关系
对的人
时间
那三个字
倔强
不愿承认
会不会
不知道
痛苦
如果你知道
理性
内疚

没有人能明白的一篇自白
朋友说，爱情是自私的，不需要内疚。
我明了。
能人所不能，能忍所不能忍。

Save a dog,save a life

Sometimes when I look back,I can't understand how heaven on earth would I been together with someone like that. Imagine if she's still with me now? hmm...

Life comes with stages. Transition stage perhaps? When you're in this stage, you won't be the same like previous stage.

Anyway,the fund raising/donation drive/whatever-you-wanna-called-it is starting tomorrow. It will be just a short while start-up during Club and Society Day due to lack of volunteers availability on that day. We all have our own stuff to busy on. However,we are still able to come out with poster and bookmarks. Our theme will be 'Save a dog,save a life'. What it means is when you're saving a dog, you're saving a life. A dog's life is a life, and it matters. I was trying to upload the poster,but it's in PDF file =.='' I'll take a picture and show it here, if I'm free, XD~

Don't breed or buy while shelter animals die

Content of this post was copied and pasted with permission of Shoba from Remembering Sheena's blog.

A Letter from a Shelter Manager (forwarded to us by Yen):

I think our society needs a huge " Wake-up" call. As a shelter manager, I am going to share a little insight with you all. ..a view from the inside if you will.

First off, all of you breeders/sellers should be made to work in the "back" of an animal shelter for just one day.

Maybe if you saw the life drain from a few sad, lost, confused eyes, you would change your mind about breeding and selling to people you don't even know. That puppy you just sold will most likely end up in my shelter when it's not a cute little puppy anymore.

So how would you feel if you knew that there's about a > 90% chance that dog will never walk out of the shelter it is going to be dumped at? Purebred or not!

About 50% of all of the dogs that are "owner surrenders" or "strays" that come into my shelter are purebred dogs.

The most common excuses I hear are;

"We are moving and we can't take our dog (or cat).

" Really? Where are you moving to that doesn't allow pets and why did you choose that place instead of a pet friendly home?

Or they say "The dog got bigger than we thought it would".

How big did you think a German Shepherd would get?

"We don't have time for her". Really? I work a 10- 12 hour day and still have time for my 6 dogs!

"She's tearing up our yard". How about making her a part of your family?

They always tell me: "We just don't want to have to stress about finding a place for her we know she'll get adopted, she's a good dog."

Odds are your pet won't get adopted & how stressful do you think being in a shelter is? Well, let me tell you, your pet has 72 hours to find a new family from the moment
you drop it off. Sometimes a little longer if the shelter isn't full and your dog manages to stay completely healthy. If it sniffles, it dies.

Your pet will be confined to a small run/kennel in a room with about 25 other barking or crying animals. It will have to relieve itself where it eats and sleeps.

It will be depressed and it will cry constantly for the family that abandoned it.

If your pet is lucky, I will have enough volunteers in that day to take him/her for a walk. If I don't, your pet won't get any attention besides having a bowl of food slid under the kennel door and the waste sprayed out of its pen with a high-powered hose.

If your dog is big, black or any of the "Bully" breeds (pit bull, rottie, mastiff, etc) it was pretty much dead when you walked it through the front door. Those dogs just don't get adopted.

It doesn't matter how 'sweet' or 'well behaved' they are. If your dog doesn't get adopted within its 72 hours and the shelter is full, it will be destroyed.

If the shelter isn't full and your dog is good enough, and of a desirable enough breed it may get a stay of execution, but not for long.

Most dogs get very kennel protective after about a week and are destroyed for showing aggression. Even the sweetest dogs will turn in this environment.

If your pet makes it over all of those hurdles chances are it will get kennel cough or an upper respiratory infection and will be destroyed because shelters just don't have the funds to pay for even a $100 treatment.

Here's a little euthanasia 101 for those of you that have never witnessed a perfectly healthy, scared animal being "put-down"....

First, your pet will be taken from its kennel on a leash. They always look like they think they are going for a walk - happy, wagging their tails.

Until, they get to "The Room", every one of them freak out and put the brakes on when we get to the door. It must smell like death or they can feel the sad souls that are left in there, it's strange, but it happens with every one of them.

Your dog or cat will be restrained, held down by 1 or 2 vet techs depending on the size and how freaked out they are.

Then a euthanasia tech or a vet will start the process. They will find a vein in the front leg and inject a lethal dose of the "pink stuff".

Hopefully your pet doesn't panic from being restrained and jerk. I've seen the needles tear out of a leg and been covered with the resulting blood and been deafened by the yelps and screams.

They all don't just "go to sleep", sometimes they spasm for a while, gasp for air and defecate on themselves.

When it all ends, your pet's corpse will be stacked like firewood in a large freezer in the back with all of the other animals that were killed waiting to be picked up like garbage.

What happens next? Cremated? Taken to the dump? Rendered into pet food? You'll never know and it probably won't even cross your mind. It was just an animal and you can always buy another one, right?

I hope that those of you that have read this are bawling your eyes out and can't get the pictures out of your head I deal with everyday on the way home from work.

I hate my job, I hate that it exists & I hate that it will always be there unless you people make some changes and realize that the lives you are affecting go much further than the pets you dump at a shelter.

Between 9 and 11 MILLION animals die every year in shelters and only you can stop it. I do my best to save every life I can but rescues are always full, and there are more animals coming in everyday than there are homes.

My point to all of this: DON'T BREED OR BUY WHILE SHELTER PETS DIE!

Hate me if you want to. The truth hurts and reality is what it is.

I just hope I maybe changed one person's mind about breeding their dog, taking their loving pet to a shelter, or buying a dog.

I hope that someone will walk into my shelter and say "I saw this and it made me want to adopt." THAT WOULD MAKE IT WORTH IT!

DON'T BUY FROM PET SHOPS. ADOPT FROM AN ANIMAL SHELTER. CALL YEN IF YOU CAN PROVIDE A HOME FOR A RESCUED DOG OR CAT. CALL HER ALSO IF YOU WANT TO BOARD YOUR PETS. SHE HAS A GREAT PLACE AND THEY WON'T BE CAGED. THE INCOME SHE EARNS FROM BOARDING GOES INTO RESCUING AND REHOMING STRAYS. SO YOUR PETS HAVE A GREAT TIME WHILE YOU ARE AWAY AND IN THE PROCESS YOU ARE ALSO HELPING ABANDONED AND HOMELESS ANIMALS.YEN: 012 415 1524

Malay tag

Because this is a tag from ah jie,so I must DO IT.(goddam I duno Malay la)

1. Kekasih saya adalah:
tada

2. Saya sedang mendengar :
bunyi kipas

3. Mungkin saya patut:
tido

4. Saya baru sudah :
blogged

5.Beza rakan, sahabat, kawan :
no beza,friend=frn=fren

6.Saya tidak faham :
fikiran manusia

7.Saya perlu mencari:
zhou gong

8.Ayat terakhir yang dikatakan kepada saya :
gud nite

9.Makna kehidupan :
cari makna

10.Cinta itu adalah:
l.o.v.e

11.saya paling suka :
anjing

12.Saya akan cuba :
menyelamat anjing??

13.Mengapa rakyat Malaysia suka menggunakan LAH di akhir ayat mereka :
kami anak rojak

14.Telefon bimbit saya :
faced down

15.Katil saya :
masih bersih

16.Soalan yang bagi saya tidak perlu ditanya :
u online today?

17.Teknologi adalah :
cemar bumi


18.Bagaimana saya boleh memasak masakan yang saya paling pandai masak :
dengan memasak guna brain dan tangan dan mata

19.Semalam :
saya happy

20.Hari ini :
saya tak happy

21.Malam ini saya akan :
sudah malam

22.Esok pula saya akan :
haiz

23.Saya betul2 inginkan :
bersama dengan u

24.badminton atau futsal :
badminton

25.karaoke :
a b c

26.kereta :
tak suka pandu

27.Bilik yang terang atau gelap :
terang

28.Makanan jepun adalah :
sushi

29.Ayat terakhir yang nak anda katakan pada seseorang?
whatever

30. Siapa yang akan anda tag?
tada

Dogs Matter to Us

I'm happy. My initial plan for just a small donation drive in my college is going to be a big one with a strong force behind me.

When I asked Little V that if I'm going to organize a donation event would she help me, she brought in my gang. These are people with strong leadership and they have plenty of experience in organizing events. Steph and Wei Choon, I appreciate that~ I need more volunteers~ B.Psychers here,what says you? XD

Yes this will be a donation drive for the Dog Rescue Mission about Pulau Ketam dogs. The funds will go to Sabrina Yeap's FFF (Furry Friends Farm) as her farm use no euthesize on dogs and she's keeping most of the rescue dogs in her farms temporarily. SPCA had have enough fund for the operation as they are internationally recognized organization. Public will mostly donate to SPCA, but not FFF.

Anyone wants to donate? Here's the detail (copy and paste from TV Smith's page) :

To contribute or help, e-mail TV Smith at tvsmith@mycen.com.my or Sabrina Yeap at yeapwen@yahoo.com

Update:

Furry Friends Farm
CIMB 1457-000-1182-05-6 (Current Account)
*For online interbank transfer, if it prompts for Recipient ID/Business Reg: Just type in 5766

Contributors from abroad (and Malaysia) can also:

Send by PayPal to tvsmith@gmail.com

Please retain transaction record / slip for verification and audit purposes.

Update:

For info or enquiries:
The Rescue Mission Secretariat at +6012 378 3730 (Janet) or +6012 320 8090 (Zalina)
The Sec's E-mail is dogrescue.pk@gmail.com (see updates page for info)

Fellow bloggers, you can also help by embedding the appeal poster above to your blog and linking to http://www.mycen.com.my/rescue

We are aware it is a monumental task and appreciate all forms of support, assistance, suggestions, encouragement and your prayers.

TV Smith

3rd May 2009

Hope that I'll get approval for everything soon and start the donation as soon as possible (like next week?)