Saturday, January 31, 2009

laugh for the day

I found an amusing blog by lesbian about lesbian-friendly stuffs.
Here's one of it:

Why Twilight is a lesbian film?

Hahaha~of course Twilight is not a real lesbian film. In fact,there was non lesbian scene in the movie.
Click the link,and see why is the film sounds gay to our blogger here. And mind you,a lot of drama at the 'comment' corner of the page.
I would like to add one more reason why Twilight is a lesbian film:
No guy or male can say something like "You're like a drug to me. Like my own personal brand of heroine." or "you are my life now". No normal straight guys are creative or romantic enough to say those words. Or,they don't appreciate their girls enough to say those words willingly. XD~

Thursday, January 29, 2009

骂自己

明明很脆弱却还要假装承受得了。
摔破了就是活该,记得不要怪别人。
就是要把自己搞得xxxx才清醒。
不懂这次又搞什么,犯傻了又。
固执是不是好事?也不知道在执著什么,跟自己拗身处幻境也不是坏事。
头疼,念经去。

写字的情感来源好像都是来自于悲伤。

Wednesday, January 28, 2009

虚实

感觉看不到摸不着,如果知道是真是假?感觉可以是假,比如你自做多情,以为人家对你也有感觉。其实只是幻觉来的jeh。感觉当然也有真,比如你被烧水烫到,感觉会痛因为神经受到刺激所以痛。前者好像也会痛?不过好像不关神经的事,所以不知道是physical真的痛,还是你自己要去感觉那个emotional的痛。
有时犹如身处梦境,时实时虚。就像现在,感觉好像舌头麻掉,也不知道是真的麻还是假的麻。

你会不敢相信我会念经。《般若菠罗密多心经》......的前半段。你会不敢相信念经能让我心平静不少。
不相信?叫我念给你听。
觀自在菩薩
行深般若波羅密多時
照見五蘊皆空
度一切苦厄舍利子
色不異空 空不異色
色即是空 空即是色
受想行識
亦復如是舍利子
是諸法空相
不生不滅 不垢不淨
不增不減 是故空中無色
無受想行識 無眼耳鼻舌身意 無色聲香味觸法
無眼界 乃至無意識界
無無明 亦無無明盡 乃至無 老死
亦無老死盡
無苦集滅道
無智亦無得
以無所得故
菩提薩埵
依般若波羅密多故
心無罣礙 無罣礙故 無有恐怖
遠離顛倒夢想
究竟涅槃 三世諸佛
依般若波羅密多故
得阿耨多羅三藐三菩提
故知般若波羅密多
是大神咒 是大明咒
是無上咒 是無等等咒
能除一切苦 真實不虛
故說般若波羅密多咒
即說咒曰
揭諦揭諦 波羅揭諦
波羅僧揭諦 菩提薩婆訶

当然不是我自己打的,因为很多字,拷贝来的。不过可以念给你晕,现在我自己先晕去,因为头晕。

Thursday, January 15, 2009

Enough.Enough now


She's married to his best friend. He pretended to be unfriendly to her all the time,but secretly falls in love with her.
(Scene from 'Love Actually')

Thursday, January 8, 2009

妈妈的房间

我是在妈妈的房间长大的。爸妈的主人房,就是我的房间,直到小学五年级。

爸妈的床很大。
我的木板床在妈妈的隔壁,小时候都是让妈妈拍着我的背睡着的。

爸妈的床很好跳。
结果弹簧给我跳坏了,凹了一个洞。爸妈睡了多少年的坏床。

爸妈的房间很好玩。
无聊的时候我就把衣橱、书桌里面所有的抽屉打开,把所有东西拿出来把玩,然后又小心翼翼地把所有东西放回原位。好像都没被发现也~

房间里的桌子很古董。
以前桌子上有个旧电话,用转号码的,很好玩。小时候用这个电话第一次留信息给爸爸的叫呼机,很紧张,叫爸爸早点回家。

桌子的抽屉里还堆满了我早已忘记的卡片。
我自做给妈妈的卡片。母亲节卡片,和偶尔无聊画画的卡片。
不过是自己在图画纸上涂涂写写,然后折成小小张。
有一次妈妈说:‘你以前母亲节都有做卡给妈妈,现在没有啦~’。
很久没有写‘妈妈,我爱你’了。

好像不懂从哪里听说,
女儿都是比较心疼妈妈的,
嗯。
爸爸很欠打。
哦好,不能打。
欠骂。
都几岁人了,还不会乖乖早点回家陪老婆。
不会疼老婆的男人,
还好这个没有被遗传到~

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不懂是你影响了我还是我影响了你,
竟然爱上了那些主题曲。

Saturday, January 3, 2009

1st tag in 2009

Tagged by P.S~
wahahah and let me actually found out that she changed d tag list,wahahaha~
but I'll still do it~

1. Do you think you are hot?
= I'm COOL

2. Update a favourite picture of yourself



3. Do you like the picture?
= yes~I look lengzai~and we look formal~wakakak~

4. When was the last time you ate pizza?
= erm..i cant rmb~

5. What was the last song you listened to?
= you found me

6. What are you doing besides this?
= chatting

7. What name do you prefer besides your name?
= kv/xiao lang

8. 5 ppl I tagged

--i.) awei

--ii.) anne

--iii) pei man

--iv) ah phi

--v) mich

9. Who is number 1?
= my hengdai

10. Who is number 3 having relationship with?
= her baby,wakakaka

11. Say something about number 5.
= uncle michie~always bring me makan makan~

12. How about number 4?
= my aylp and roommate

13. Who is number 2?
= cheah yue anne~my ah jie~


p/s: xiao ming mei mei~u'r pic very lengzai~my fav also~~hohohoho~

Friday, January 2, 2009

first post for 2009-emo post XD

What's my new year resolutions?
Basically I don't have one. I don't need one. But actually oh no, I just remember something. I DO have new year resolutions.
I hope I can be more mature.
-in handling stuff, to be more independent. I shall remember I'm not a kid anymore. Grow up!
-emotionally, I hope I can hide it when it is unnecessary to show what I was feeling.

Why can't I just lied or pretended it was nothing? I failed miserably when I was suppose to keep it to myself. Why do I have to be honest with my own feeling when it is unnecessary to deal with anyway,maybe. OK maybe I do have to deal with my own feeling,just there is no need to crap everything out to others.

I'm tired of all these crap sometimes, but I always gotten myself into it.
Maybe I just need someone.
Just forget about it.

And I have to remember this:
自作多情=自作自受

'Jual mahal' is the way? Maybe.

Yea I'm being sarcastic to myself.
But I do hope, 2009 will be a better year. For me, for everyone.
And I do really hope, world peace~