Friday, April 17, 2009

好人坏人

‘小kv乖乖,把心情打开,不要闹了。’

好人坏人如何分辨? 广东话有一句叫做‘好人不怕做’,结果当了好人,被人骗了,要怨谁呢?
我不怨,我被骗,我相信善有善报,恶有恶报。我本着善意帮人家,被骗了,骗我者会有报应,我问心无愧。
人生苦短,到后来两脚一伸,什么都带不走。所以最重要在世上时做自己喜欢的事,帮助有需要的人/动物,不害人不害己,对得起天地良心。

或许当时我想验证世上到底还有没有真诚的人。
结果是令人失望的,没有。
现在或许我还是愿意相信世界上是有好人的。

人与人之间的戒心,存在在这个见钱眼开的社会上。
谁是好人,谁是坏人?谁是真正需要帮助的人?谁是企图利用同情心来行骗?
陌生的人,看不见心。
我读心理学,看不透人家的心思,也了解不了人类这个复杂的生物。

我很喜欢《The curious case of Benjamin Button》里面Captain Mike临死前说的:‘You can be as mad as a mad dog at the way things went. You could swear, curse the fates, but when it comes to the end, you have to let go’。
你也可以怨恨所有对你不公的事,也可以诅咒伤害过你的人,不过当你走到人生的尾端时,所有东西都会化为乌有。

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

乱写一番

被小明妹妹影响了,忽然也很有劲的想要写部落格~

好,乱写一番~

想要有强健的臂弯,所以‘差不多’每天睡前做一些伏地挺身强化手臂肌肉的动作。
十一月开始做到今年农历新年停顿了一阵子,后来三月开始不停顿到目前,终于小老鼠出现了,三头肌也越来越明显,手臂线条比较美了,真开心哈~
锻炼肌肉这事不能断,一停顿就会懒散了,就会半途而废了。
哈,有谁要见证见证一下我强健的臂弯吗?我人小力气可不小的咧~
好下个目标就是把‘后备轮胎’变腹肌?团结不是力量,六块才是力量~嚷嚷要六块很久了,是很不实际,不过能打散团结的力量也是不错~

应该翻译翻译一下:
Suddenly feel like writing something in here,affected by my Beloved Xiao Ming~
I'm lazy to translate.
Basically, my biceps and triceps are getting obvious and I'm happy about that~Work out and work out,must not stop. Ok lousy translation. I'm sleepy. HAHA~
Shall blog in English next time~

Monday, April 13, 2009

上照

我很无聊。纳闷/郁闷了好多天。现在是study week。我很空闲。
为了防止我的部落格看起来很压抑,决定放照片!所谓的‘近照’。


14.3.09于Pavilion Sakae Sushi
Friends that love me and friends that I love
貌似都是从网上认识的

Earth hour那天
独守空屋,所以所有电源都关了,包括modem,除了冰箱

Earth Hour溜狗一个小时
话说这个有反光的RM15 collar戴不到几个星期就被咬烂了(我的RM15)

健壮的Milky继续的健壮着

某人充满女人味的香肩~

今天是雨天。
我想如果今天我饿死了,会不会是历史上第一个因为下雨天儿饿死的人?
干粮吃完了,雨天断我的粮食。
快熟面也是借来的。很久没煮快熟面了。

Thursday, April 9, 2009

代替

我的爱应该是很沉重的,越来越沉重,沉入海底了都。
爱不能轻口说,因为要负责任的。
可是我爱Milky哈。

忽然很想冷漠,因为快要麻木了都。还能怎样?

我需要啃书,没天没夜的啃,啃得昏天暗地。
如果啃书也能麻醉的话。 

这里开始有那么一个角落,隐秘的角落,不想被人发现的角落。
Somethings are better left unsaid. 

Thursday, April 2, 2009

荷尔蒙失调

当click完所有的link后,还能做些什么? 你看我几无聊~ 水生火热的两个星期assignments due peak period后的空窗期,哈哈~

突然间又很想写故事。塑造几个人物,然后写出我想过的生活。讲罢了。

我很讨厌period!#!@$%$@#$&*x%#$%$ 为什么男的不用每个月都来一些内出血!体验一下手脚无力脸色发白走几步路都会喘的几天?男的该死!grrrrrrrr
切掉切掉!

我讨厌烟味!人烟油烟车烟香烟!抽烟污染空气污染健康,有时候真的想打死那些不顾他人感想随地抽烟的人!枪毙枪毙!

我现在很偏激!不要惹我!咬死你!
荷尔蒙失调的象征 -_-

Wednesday, April 1, 2009

voiceless voice

If you do not know, kaven have a soft spot for animals. Especially dogs.

I'd always wanted to do something, to help the stray or homeless animals, but being financially dependent still, there's very limit I can do. At least I saved one life from being homeless,my Milky. Although sometimes I wonder would she be happier if I didn't took her away from her family? Hmm....that's a little story behind.

She was found a the backdoor of my friend's house,together with another three puppies. She called me to ask me what to do with the puppies and would it be ok to send them to SPCA as she knows SPCA will 'put them into sleep' if nobody adopt them in certain days. Well I just said I can take one of the pup in, as I was too 'dog-sick'. So they sponsered me some dog stuffs,then we went to see the pups. The pups looked healthy except serious ticks and skin problems. While we standing there waiting for my decision on which pup to take, a couple of India siblings came over and said they were their pups and they're taking them back. Their grandfather thrown the pups there b'cause he hates dogs. The Indian girl was wearing that she'll kill her grandpa if he thrown the pups again. Yea obviously she's a dog lover too,who would swear to kill their grandpa for dogs right? Haha~ Anyway,we told her I was about to take the dog b'cause we thought the pups were abandoned. She said I could take them if I want. So the pups homeless issue was solved, it just about whether I still wanna take a pup with me or not. Since we already bought dog food and shampoo and all that,so yeah,so here's Milky,the skinniest among the pups at that time.

Milky(top left) with her siblings

Left:How I brought Milky back--in my cloths washing 'baldi' i forgot the English word.
Right:First few days at home. Simple adorable and cute~

Ok I'm really of the topic. What I really want to say is this:

Sigh...Malaysia Government would do nothing on this until someone like Obama take the PM post.
So, what we can do now is....curse those animal abusers! Also those reckless drivers that ranover animals and did nothing about it!!

Ok the more practical one is, volunteer or donate to NGO animal protection group.
Or just being nice to stray dogs or cats =) Like xiao ming mei mei let stray puppies slept on her foot in restaurant without complain~~
and report any abuse on animals to those groups like SPCA. Abused animal can't speak, but you can! So speak for the voiceless!