Shit happens all the time and how you deal with it?
Use toilet paper or newspaper?
WRONG ANSWER!
The right answer is, not to emphasize on the shit. Life still goes on and it would be better if you just concentrate on what makes you happy today rather than what shits happen on you.
Meaningful right? I learned that from Peer Support Group's Search-in Camp. It was fun and educational camp, I did some very embarrassing stuffs that you don't want to know =.-''
Sometimes feel so tired of covering up stories and hiding myself, although I don't lie when people actually come and ask me the question,but I choose not to be high-profile or show-off of myself.
Okay la okay la,I'm gay. So what? XD
Been having some thoughts about the issue again lately, which related to what I wanna become in future. I want to help people like us,because we are helpless at most time.
So next time when I put 'great, I'm teaching someone that I like how to reject me' on my msn personal message,don't ask me which guy. It won't be a guy. I don't like people linking me up with a guy. It sounds gay to me although I'm not a hard butch.
To ignore,or not to be ignored? That's the question.
Better if I just ignore you than you ignore me? Herm... I wish I could.
You're my current shitty shit and internal conflict. I know the circumstances,yet I couldn't hold myself. I'm no coward,you have no idea how much courage it took for me to make that request. I thought it's better off that way but I'd neglected your feeling. It was selfish for me to make that request, but it's not cowardice.
Now,I think I shall just go with the flow.
Thursday, October 30, 2008
Tuesday, October 28, 2008
sleepy day and boring night
I'm too lazy and sleepy to do anything,so instead of writing the career guidance's journal,I'm doing this tag by Uncle Michie. See how bored I am now.
2. Who is more important to you? Friends or boy/girlfriend?
both
3. How often do you think of committing suicide?
once before but never again
4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
nope,i'm low profiler
5. How many babies you want?
i wan puppies
6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
not after every rain.but yeah,that's a fact what.
7. What is your goal for this year?
i don't have 1,too late to have one now~
8. Do you believe in eternity love?
yeah,i love my dogs
9. Do you enjoy traveling? *yes i know this quest is nothing got to do with Love*
yeah,but i dun like being in transportation,especial public transport.
10.What feeling do you love most?
able to lay down on my bed after a long tiring day
11. What is your bad habit?
lazy-ness,XD
12. Is there anything you wanna tell the ppl who hates you?
emmm,nope,i dun mind
13. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
yeah,if they really take me as their friend.
14. What does flying means to you?
means up up high in the sky~
15. What do you crave for the most currently?
my bed
1. What’s your ambition?
To earn money while doing the things i like~
2. Who is more important to you? Friends or boy/girlfriend?
both
3. How often do you think of committing suicide?
once before but never again
4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
nope,i'm low profiler
5. How many babies you want?
i wan puppies
6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
not after every rain.but yeah,that's a fact what.
7. What is your goal for this year?
i don't have 1,too late to have one now~
8. Do you believe in eternity love?
yeah,i love my dogs
9. Do you enjoy traveling? *yes i know this quest is nothing got to do with Love*
yeah,but i dun like being in transportation,especial public transport.
10.What feeling do you love most?
able to lay down on my bed after a long tiring day
11. What is your bad habit?
lazy-ness,XD
12. Is there anything you wanna tell the ppl who hates you?
emmm,nope,i dun mind
13. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
yeah,if they really take me as their friend.
14. What does flying means to you?
means up up high in the sky~
15. What do you crave for the most currently?
my bed
16. Who do you think is hotter, Chace Crawford or Kevin Peaker?
me hotter,XD
17. Describe the person who tagged you in 7 words.
kacau-able,tease-able,uncle-ish,truly penengese!
18.What have you done to yourself make yourself happy?
play with milky
9. What will u become in another 10 years to come?
A MIGHTY CRAZY PSYCHOLOGIST,WAKAKAKA. Kidding~counselor maybe?or working in company,herm...
20. What is ur lucky number?
3?
3?
I'm not tagging anyone~
Thursday, October 23, 2008
random pics
Jeng jeng jeng jeng~Here comes the Milky~
Look at her cute innocent puppy eyes~so adorable and so 'guai'~
This photo was taken on the day I brought her home.Was in Y.Hui's car on the way back to my place. She fallen asleep with her head rested on my palm~
This is a suger glider,not mine,but it's so cute!but Y.Hui called it 'monster' =.-''
What can you do with a jacket during lectures?
Use it to keep warmth+cover your face and you can sleep whenever you can as long as you don't snores XD
Hoodies are cooler because it covers your whole face and you can try to scare people~
Writing board of chair spoiled and I decided to do some good by alerting people about it:
(The signed n smiley was not from me!)
Look at her cute innocent puppy eyes~so adorable and so 'guai'~
This photo was taken on the day I brought her home.Was in Y.Hui's car on the way back to my place. She fallen asleep with her head rested on my palm~
This is a suger glider,not mine,but it's so cute!but Y.Hui called it 'monster' =.-''
What can you do with a jacket during lectures?
Use it to keep warmth+cover your face and you can sleep whenever you can as long as you don't snores XD
Hoodies are cooler because it covers your whole face and you can try to scare people~
Writing board of chair spoiled and I decided to do some good by alerting people about it:
(The signed n smiley was not from me!)
Anizo 11th series
Yes yes it's Anizo again,the latest 11th series,but I missed the 10th series...>,< Anyone have 10th series and wanna give me?XD~ 11th series is Olympic series. Again,I spent RM8 on two Anizos,and here's what I got.
Front view:The Silver Medalist,see the word '银'?
Back view:Second placing
Front view:The 'on-the-hoping-list'.There's Japanese word that I'm lazy to translate and there's '期待' means 'hoping'
Back view:Whole bunch of Japanese word that I don't understand
This Anizo was given by my housemate after I showoff my Anizo series in their room last night. It was the Anizo that makes me crazy about them. The earlier series which I forgotten first or second series.
'胃弱',means weak stomach or gastric,which reminds me of Y.Hui when I first saw it.
Back view:shape of stomach at the back
p/s:Yee Tong!I want your 10th series!!
Wednesday, October 22, 2008
Milky
Those who know me well will know that I love dogs. I'm a dog person. And now,I have TWO pet dogs!! My good old Mimi of course is still in my hometown,with my mom,and now I have MILKY here with me in PJ~
Few weeks ago,Y.Hui called me and asked me what will SPCA do to unwanted puppies. There were four puppies at the back door of her place. So she asked me what to do with the puppies. Chances for puppies to survive by their own in KL is very low,and of course I would wanted to keep all of them,only if i could. So,last friday,The Gang came and fetched me and bought everything for the pup before we went to Y.Hui's place to see which puppy that I wanted to take in. Conditions of the pups were not so well.Ticks,skin problems and smelly. But overall they're all healthy pups. OK so four pups,it's hard for me to choose,one black with brown marks,one black with white marks,one brownish brown,one yellowish light brown. Then two Indian teenagers showed up,they said the pups were belongs to them,their grandpa thrown the pups here because he hates dogs,now they're coming to take the pups back and swear that they'll kill their grandpa if he ever touches their dogs again -.='' Since we've bought everything needed for my pup,so I still decided to take the yellowish light brown pup,because she's the skinniest,smallest and worst condition among all. And her cute pupppy eyes just caught my attention.
And so,she's my Milky now~Why milky?because her ligtht brown whith a little bit white area makes her look like 'milk tea',also remind me of brilliant HL.
She's my responsibility and I'm all she got. She will be a good companion. It seemed not to be a bright choice to keep her because when holiday I'll back my hometown. But nevermind,there's always a way.
Thanks to Y.Hui and WanChun for their sponsers of dog shampoo and dog chain. Photos of Milky will be up soon~Just too lazy to transfer pictures from my hp now~Whisky whisky~Ah~I'll name my next dog Whisky.
It would be your fault if I fall for you,again.
Few weeks ago,Y.Hui called me and asked me what will SPCA do to unwanted puppies. There were four puppies at the back door of her place. So she asked me what to do with the puppies. Chances for puppies to survive by their own in KL is very low,and of course I would wanted to keep all of them,only if i could. So,last friday,The Gang came and fetched me and bought everything for the pup before we went to Y.Hui's place to see which puppy that I wanted to take in. Conditions of the pups were not so well.Ticks,skin problems and smelly. But overall they're all healthy pups. OK so four pups,it's hard for me to choose,one black with brown marks,one black with white marks,one brownish brown,one yellowish light brown. Then two Indian teenagers showed up,they said the pups were belongs to them,their grandpa thrown the pups here because he hates dogs,now they're coming to take the pups back and swear that they'll kill their grandpa if he ever touches their dogs again -.='' Since we've bought everything needed for my pup,so I still decided to take the yellowish light brown pup,because she's the skinniest,smallest and worst condition among all. And her cute pupppy eyes just caught my attention.
And so,she's my Milky now~Why milky?because her ligtht brown whith a little bit white area makes her look like 'milk tea',also remind me of brilliant HL.
She's my responsibility and I'm all she got. She will be a good companion. It seemed not to be a bright choice to keep her because when holiday I'll back my hometown. But nevermind,there's always a way.
Thanks to Y.Hui and WanChun for their sponsers of dog shampoo and dog chain. Photos of Milky will be up soon~Just too lazy to transfer pictures from my hp now~Whisky whisky~Ah~I'll name my next dog Whisky.
It would be your fault if I fall for you,again.
Saturday, October 18, 2008
B.Psych shirt!
With all due respect, I love B.Psych(Bachelor of Psychology Department,pronounce as B-Site), I really do. B.Psych makes me feel liked I'm home,it's so comfortable you see. I even feel sad when I knowed that our department was moving from Block E to Wisma Help. Once Block E belongs to psychology people,now it's not anymore and we have to scatter all over the place,lectures in Block E and tutorials in Wisma Help, how inconvenient! And I still love my B.Psych, we have the best lecturers and the cutest Dean ever. We have friendliest office administers and open style office. Yes we can just open the office door and kacau our lecturers whenever we want. But, I JUST DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY WE DON'T HAVE ENOUGH S SIZE DEPARTMENT SHIRT!!!!
Department shirt was supposingly to be given to us FREE so that we can help to promote our department whenever we wear it out. I don't mind being a advertising tool, I'll proud to be one actually,for our B.Psych,BUT HOW AM I GOING TO WEAR AN OVERSIZED DEPARTMENT SHIRT OUT AND STILL FEEL PROUD OF MY OWN DEPARTMENT AT THE SAME TIME?IT'S EMBARRASSING! SIA-SUI!
Ok I'm shouting I know. Why am I so pissed? It's because tomorrow will be HELP's annual sports carnival,and we must wear our department shirts. I have the shirt, it's L-SIZE! And you know lah,I badan kecik mar,L-size is super large for me. So, even I already had the department shirt long ago but I never wear them. The shirt was supposed to make us feel proud when we wear them mar,not make us feel like an idiot that wearing oversized t-shirt. And it's obvious that we have more girls in our department,why la ordered so few S size? I just don't understand. My friend actually went and pressed them to give her a S size shirt,and they did =.='''.....Apala ni,bully us yang diam diam mia lah,then tunduk kepada yang assertive mia lah,so unfair~ You see la last year I played for HMC and they gave me another free department shirt again,I was so shocked and I asked the admin guy do I have to give it back and he said don't need it's for you. You see how generous?
Please la B.Psych big people,don't be so kiam siap(kedekut) lah,give us the size that we want,we happy,the department also happy mar~
I hate it when I have to wear overly large sized shirt to play volleyball,especially competition >,<''
So not yeng!
Department shirt was supposingly to be given to us FREE so that we can help to promote our department whenever we wear it out. I don't mind being a advertising tool, I'll proud to be one actually,for our B.Psych,BUT HOW AM I GOING TO WEAR AN OVERSIZED DEPARTMENT SHIRT OUT AND STILL FEEL PROUD OF MY OWN DEPARTMENT AT THE SAME TIME?IT'S EMBARRASSING! SIA-SUI!
Ok I'm shouting I know. Why am I so pissed? It's because tomorrow will be HELP's annual sports carnival,and we must wear our department shirts. I have the shirt, it's L-SIZE! And you know lah,I badan kecik mar,L-size is super large for me. So, even I already had the department shirt long ago but I never wear them. The shirt was supposed to make us feel proud when we wear them mar,not make us feel like an idiot that wearing oversized t-shirt. And it's obvious that we have more girls in our department,why la ordered so few S size? I just don't understand. My friend actually went and pressed them to give her a S size shirt,and they did =.='''.....Apala ni,bully us yang diam diam mia lah,then tunduk kepada yang assertive mia lah,so unfair~ You see la last year I played for HMC and they gave me another free department shirt again,I was so shocked and I asked the admin guy do I have to give it back and he said don't need it's for you. You see how generous?
Please la B.Psych big people,don't be so kiam siap(kedekut) lah,give us the size that we want,we happy,the department also happy mar~
I hate it when I have to wear overly large sized shirt to play volleyball,especially competition >,<''
So not yeng!
Monday, October 13, 2008
Promoting
The topic started from I said I cut hair,and few people from my class said I looked '帅' with new haircut. Then somehow HAIR related HL to CHRIS LEE!
Ok doesn't look much alike in those pics,but actually is much more alike when you see the MILK in person.
If you notice the similar characteristic:
-big head,lion hair,height,long thin hands and legs,
small eyes lah~~~
HL=CHRIS LEE~wakakaka~
When I first met this HL,I can't help myself from smiling and shouting out 'LEE YU CHUN~'
OK,this entry is purely for entertainment.
And yes,few people said I 'lengzai' today,because of my new short hair.
I LIKE MY NEW SHORT HAIR~~~
p/s:
Chris Lee's new style:
I don't know what's her personal fashion stylist thinking. They're trying to make her look like a 'pondan' and '人妖' while they think she looks pretty in those dresses.
Poor Chris Lee~
HL quote this from somewhere:
女人是水做的，男人是泥做的，而李宇春，是水泥做的~
Perfect description and combination~
Ok doesn't look much alike in those pics,but actually is much more alike when you see the MILK in person.
If you notice the similar characteristic:
-big head,lion hair,height,long thin hands and legs,
small eyes lah~~~HL=CHRIS LEE~wakakaka~
When I first met this HL,I can't help myself from smiling and shouting out 'LEE YU CHUN~'
OK,this entry is purely for entertainment.
And yes,few people said I 'lengzai' today,because of my new short hair.
I LIKE MY NEW SHORT HAIR~~~
p/s:
Chris Lee's new style:
I don't know what's her personal fashion stylist thinking. They're trying to make her look like a 'pondan' and '人妖' while they think she looks pretty in those dresses.
Poor Chris Lee~
HL quote this from somewhere:
女人是水做的，男人是泥做的，而李宇春，是水泥做的~
Perfect description and combination~
彩虹
放学后下着细雨，看着背景离去。
我喜欢太阳雨，
可是在驾着坐骑时下的太阳雨却不是很美很享受的一件事。
毛毛雨时的两个大彩虹，
令我想起了周杰伦的愿望。
我很乖，
隔着距离，
还能嗅到芒果香，
危险的象征。
今天有人叫我老大，
因为我比他帅，WAHAHAHA~
I got free Starbucks drink,Chocolate Cream Chips which priced RM14.20~
As PAYMENT for my countless-sleepless-counseling session-night la har~wakakaka~
我喜欢太阳雨，
可是在驾着坐骑时下的太阳雨却不是很美很享受的一件事。
毛毛雨时的两个大彩虹，
令我想起了周杰伦的愿望。
我很乖，
隔着距离，
还能嗅到芒果香，
危险的象征。
今天有人叫我老大，
因为我比他帅，WAHAHAHA~
I got free Starbucks drink,Chocolate Cream Chips which priced RM14.20~
As PAYMENT for my countless-sleepless-counseling session-night la har~wakakaka~
Saturday, October 11, 2008
fresh voice
From time to time,I will 'tanam' myself in YouTube and search for new voice. And today,these are what I found:
Virginie from France. She looks a bit like Max from TLW don't ya think so? BUT here's Virginie with long hair, and her own song 'Angel':
Beautiful and amazing voice she had.
And here's a cute punk girl from Singapore--talktothewalls. Cool name eh?haha~
And this is Alex Parks. Not a YouTube singer,but I still want to introduce her here XD
I just love her emo voice~
Virginie from France. She looks a bit like Max from TLW don't ya think so? BUT here's Virginie with long hair, and her own song 'Angel':
Beautiful and amazing voice she had.
And here's a cute punk girl from Singapore--talktothewalls. Cool name eh?haha~
And this is Alex Parks. Not a YouTube singer,but I still want to introduce her here XD
I just love her emo voice~
Friday, October 10, 2008
bullet and pistol
Haven't pull out the pistol but already executed. The worst part is, I didn't even plan to pull out the pistol =.-''
I'm still standing because I'm bullet-proofed now.
How smart-ass I am,knew the ending before it starts.
Listening to the same old sad song,and laugh on the same sampat person that caused us so much pain. How small is this world? Seems like there's linkage between everyone.
时过境迁，人事已非。
However,glad that someone's 'dream finally came true'. XD I'm happy for them~
I'm still standing because I'm bullet-proofed now.
How smart-ass I am,knew the ending before it starts.
Listening to the same old sad song,and laugh on the same sampat person that caused us so much pain. How small is this world? Seems like there's linkage between everyone.
时过境迁，人事已非。
However,glad that someone's 'dream finally came true'. XD I'm happy for them~
Wednesday, October 8, 2008
extreme
I guess I'm such one extreme person.When I'm sleepy,either I'll become hyper,or I'll be emo.
So,the equations are:
sleepy kv=hyper kv @ emo kv
It gives my heart a funny feeling,whenever I see those pictures.
I'm happy for her,I guess.Yet,I feel sorry for myself,I'm not good enough.
It battered my self-esteem.It really did.It's not the first time thou.
I'm just craving for someone to be with me,that's all,I guess.
And I feel nothing I can do to get it.
So,the equations are:
sleepy kv=hyper kv @ emo kv
It gives my heart a funny feeling,whenever I see those pictures.
I'm happy for her,I guess.Yet,I feel sorry for myself,I'm not good enough.
It battered my self-esteem.It really did.It's not the first time thou.
I'm just craving for someone to be with me,that's all,I guess.
And I feel nothing I can do to get it.
Sunday, October 5, 2008
To night
最近很容易说错话，阿姐说我很容易烦躁，ok现在我发现到了，还真的是......
我不想的啊~~~怎么就这样呢？也好像最近才会这样.......
词不达意，容易让人产生误会，得罪人，不是好事咧~
好，我会注意用词，少说话以免说错话。
Something is bothering me lately, I don't know what is that. Ah jie said I'm easy to get irritated recently,i guess she's right,I don't know what's the heck wrong with me -.='''
Being too free makes people lazy~
I need motivation and inspiration,again.
I'm easily attract to someone.
Sorry that I was not being able to help you clear up your mind,today.
我不想的啊~~~怎么就这样呢？也好像最近才会这样.......
词不达意，容易让人产生误会，得罪人，不是好事咧~
好，我会注意用词，少说话以免说错话。
Something is bothering me lately, I don't know what is that. Ah jie said I'm easy to get irritated recently,i guess she's right,I don't know what's the heck wrong with me -.='''
Being too free makes people lazy~
I need motivation and inspiration,again.
I'm easily attract to someone.
Sorry that I was not being able to help you clear up your mind,today.
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